Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Walking

brace is finally off for a few days now
slowing getting back to shape for normal walking
every step i took
i know its a step closer to getting back on track
the goal is there i will i achieve it
i know its coming
its coming

i got the chance for an interview with keppel offshore marines last week
i turned it down
for some reason i believe i cant get into my formal wear and down to tues
and they person who contacted me suggest that i try on the next window
which is on Jan
oh well
we shall keep that in view

Programmer of SU20 is formed up
pretty much going into shape soon
hope for the best for my subgroup
and hopefully it will be as good as GG.sg
haha

been through that kind of selection process
and knowing that last year my seniors did about the same thing
the thought is just funny
imagining people commenting about you in a room
considering your capabilities and stuff
haha
its damn good to be senior

went on to ns.sg
realise my status is permanently down pes
its so tough
to decide if i should up pes again so i can join back my frogman family
but again
the road ahead is fully of uncertainties
sigh
one injury so much problems

Friday, September 07, 2012

Frustration

it looked so easy to me
the crutches
its really easy to use
but well.. using it reminds me of those endless evolutions back in ndu
its just walking
but take out my left leg and use crutches
the kind of intense use of right leg muscle is really a chore
compensation for the left have its toll on the balance of the whole body
one have to really been through it to understand

if not for the menicus trimming
i guess im up and walking without crutches already
the physio told me not to put stress on left leg at all
thats really a huge restriction
so close yet so far
i feel that i can walk already
but need to hang in there
2 weeks she say
hope there wont be any dragging

school work is piling up again
this time with the knee problem
i cant run
i lost one major mode of stress relief channel
sports...
just waiting for the go ahead from the doctor to start swimming
and it will all get better

getting better getting better
stay strong and keep going
hooyah!