Lovely season, Lonely man

this is a review of my year.. as always..
I hope there are more to blog after ORD..
cos when all the things you have to talk about is military stuff..
there nothing else to talk about already.. haha..
had a small turning point..
and maybe afew more coming..
January to March
set off to Tamworth Australia..
had my ups and downs.
one moment I was the “best” in the course..
the other moment I was told I failed my test..
no WSO for me too..
came back Singapore had really a hard time to accept that I never can be a military pilot anymore..
asked to do some guard duties…
made some friends in AFTC..
and lost the peak of my fitness there..
and ended my regular term with a diving trip
April
it came along..
as a bird shit I arrival back to NDU..
don’t really know how things work after graduation..
I had awhile before I fitted back in..
after all the people there are still my blood sweat pain brothers..
and I crashed into the Taiwan trip
May
so we went Taiwan..
I had the luxury to sleep the most.. and do the least..
sick sick sick and just being sick..
all I know was the medic was useless..
the MO is not interested..
and senior medic was really up there with his skills
seeing people coming in and out daily.. different of my batch boys..
but im always there..
hahahha
June
shooting training started..
and more diving..
July
represented NDU in Navy shooting competition..
didn’t do well at all..
but still managed to help NDU secure the overall champion for the second year..
did my first parade..
the SAF day parade..
I remembered someone saying..
”LQ.. you are the only one who actually looking up leh”
that was enough to show my contributions to the organisation I think ha
August
NDP was the biggest thing…
city march was fun.. I think only with the Navy people.. marching and screaming with not much regimentation
hahahahhaa..
September
my 21st..
didn’t really got time to plan one..
cos all I got was.. “we not sure when we going to brunei leh”
so although I got some celebrations with my sec sch buddies..
I think its all destroyed by the JOT..
and all those terrible and happy moments over in Brunei will pour in whenever I see the scar on my finger
October
I did a miracle by scoring my personal best since 2008..
its was a two time jump..
that score will really make me a threat..
but sadly.. it wasn’t consistent enough
and my brother went for his SSEAYP..
so whenever I can… I tried to stay home and keep my mum accompanied
November
all was unexpected..
but im single from then on..
was kind of lost and confuse for awhile..
and I tot I will try to experience some single life for long.. until..
we did finish our finaly evolution and we called out ORD LO just anytime we felt like..
December
alicia 21st was really something to remember..
having all of them seated infront of me and her..
asking us about our relationship..
wao.. that was really some experience man..
hahahahahhahahaa..
saying out make me feel more extreme and that we really cleared things out..
which is very good.. for the two of us..
and I never felt better for the 2 months
I went NUS to play some netball..
and wow.. fate really wants to play with me..
just as I thought I can be with myself..
ha! I will hope for the best ba..
clearing leave is the best time ever with no worries of military stuff..
totally mind cleared to do whatever you want out there..
the freedom..
the control of life..
its so damn powerful
New Year is coming..
I don’t really know what to expect
but I know the day when I ORD.. if I don’t cry out loud..
I’ll be doing it inside.. hahaha..

going to start learning Tai Ji Quan real soon..
and its damn cheap… $45 for 3 months.. woohooo..
such a deal.. who will want to learn muay thai? hahahah jk.
about RS.. it will be great if I can make the girl I like say pick me, choose me, love me….
WAO.. blow my mind away yo!..
hahaha love stories are just nice aint it?

seriously after being in a rs for so long..
its really quite hard to go through some shit in life alone..
it really sucks..
but well.. as I told jl.. its my time to go through la..
suck it up and go
hai for all I can..
I will go through it..
I can go through it…

after this post.. I should stop syncing my blog with fb..
if not no one will ever visit my blog already..
the traffic is so miserable.. zzzzzzzz




well well..
have a Happy New Year!
later C:

2, 6 and go!

there was it.. we did it sweet and nice..
impressive in fact wahaha..
im so proud of that myself..
we into this countdown moment of our NS term..
it’s a really fruitful journey for me..
I will always think back my time in the Air Force Recruitment Centre interview room..
I glad that I told them that I wish to try on NDU’s Hellweek
”how tough can that be anyway” was what I thought..
and from 18 march to 11 nov 2009.. I experienced what 1G Divers training was like..
the toughest of all in this new generation..
and after all those sick shit tortures by the MAN…
I realised that hammering is an art..
not all can do just like what he did to us..
more cannot be imagined what he used to do to our seniors
I went on to RSAF after getting the honourable badge
failed.. but it was so much fun pulling Gs and all..
and I landed C: haha
got a chance to go for a subsidied dive trip with lai..
that was long since I last dived..
and then I realised.. being in water have been second nature to me..
back to unit..
did the nation and SAF a favour..
I thought since I cant fly pass padang.. I can at least march as the Navy’s best
went taiwan and became the legendary CO attend C.. did almost nothing else beside being IV by the MO
tried on Brunei… and felt so lucky im a diver.. not some jungle man..
and then the very last evolution that we aced it together as 31 UDT
promotion from cpl to cfc meant something to me.. maybe its just me..
but well I appreciate every good things that happens to me..
still a positive person I guess..
I look through all my military stuff…
uniforms.. and attires
from navy.. divers to air force pilot trainee stuff..
wow its a lot of shit there haha..
more to come are those ORD gifts and photos
equate us as frogs with trident, bomb and wings..
frogmen for the sea..
such a small community by ourselves
how I wish those old times can be passed on…
listening to hooyah greetings daily
seeing some trainees kena hammered on the field or parade square..
such a culture will be nice…
I enjoyed my time on boats..
in NDU or out at the sea..
obm running and my set on mianbao..
riding for a purpose
those strong wind can refresh me anytime..
if only I can buy one zodiac boat and a obm myself.. go some riding once in a while.. haha..
will only miss those squeaky time on the boat with my buddies

there will be a bbq with our dvs instructors..
haha.. I think it will be fun
and then the ORD event..
and the element of bring a date…
wow.. tough one.. since im single already..
need to start finding one soon!

just if you happen to pass by here my lazy ass batch boys..
read one more time before ord la.. hope it brings some memories to your head
it’s the Diver Creed
I will swim faster, run further and fight harder from the sea, air and land.
I will fight with all my might and bravely overcome the enemies in defence of my land.
I will carry out my duty with HONOUR and INTEGRITY.
I will care for my team mates and I will never leave a fallen comrade behind.
Loyalty, Courage, Integrity and TEAM SPIRIT distinguish me.
I am a Naval Diver, Frogman from the Sea.
Hooya!
NOTHING STAND IN OUR WAY!

later C:

The 7 years

it started off with lots of uncertainties for me..
at such a young age.. 14 years old..
not yet a man.. only a small boy..
just like her.. a little blur girl
there are so much that we both had gone through together
went through 4 years being a couple in the same class..
been through another 3 at a different environment where trust is highly sensitive..
at the start… no one will think we will go far.. maybe a few months?
but after 1 or 2 years .. no one thought that we will ever end…
7 years for me now.. its 1/3 of my life..
and these 1/3 of it can be considered a major part of my development as a person..
through thick and thin i learned and corrected until the person i am now..
pretty much everything i possesses were contributed by this relationship
i am a man of fate by my Father’s influence..
if its yours, it will be yours in whatever way.
our love as a couple may have turned into friendship as the time passes..
but well… we will never know what will happen after another 7 years? haha
now that i am single..
finally… i dont really know what to do with it.. or even is there things to do.. hahaha..
just want to thank all my buddies who share my feelings with..
thank you all for being beside me…
and for Shihui.. we will still be friends…
just make sure the next guys is better than me…
maybe that will never happen.. cos im the best yo! wahahaha
i will stay as nice as i am as always C:
i hope this post will remind me to be a good man

Ong Shi Hui and Fong Lin Qiang 01082003 - 01112010

Getting back the standards

So there i was training back in the range. Somehow the feelings and everything that matter in my shooting returns to me.

On Tuesday i finally broke my personal best which stayed at 564. I got 565. Thr result made the day and all the previous training worth it. So there again not wishing to score a fantastic score today. I got 574 for my first 60 which in it i had the first 100/100 series. Then 567 for the second 60. It was amazing. 2 new personal best in a week during training.
But well interformation is still far and dec dont have much training. So still got lots of training to do on my own to ensure i score good during the competition.

Hooyah to my new pb C:

Testing

Okok now got to blog on the go! Next up is my thoughts on the current hellweek. Let it finish before i really got sad and disappointed.

It left a scar on my left index finger

the plane was C130
13th to 22nd sept
we set off to what some thought useless
some thought easy day
and pointless
touch down.. bus… boat taxi.. then bus again..
finally we see some familiar uniform over in Brunei
its a SAF camp..
training starts after we settled our stuff in the long big bunk..
3 straight days of absorbing..
its really a challenge to be able to rise to the occasion
so we went for the navigation..
and then the survival
i’ll make it my way.
.mud
.stress
.despair
.lonely
.helpless
.tiring
.hungry
.dizzy
.painful
.disgusting
.clueless
.uncertainty
.troublesome
.bloody
.sinful
.dirty
.sick
.cold
.wet
.dry
.sweat
.fear
.tension
the list goes on..
during the 4d3n survival phase..
i have learn a couple of things..
survival is no joke or game..
it make you feel like nothing.. and hopeless.. no moltivation to do a single thing
out in the jungle alone.. its a way to force you to think of the one you really loved..
for me.. i think i really clear of my love already..
craving utensils on the frame.. makes me wonder of things i never thought of..
its really a good one time only experience..
after the 4d3n.. i really give my respect to those with JCC badge..
i cant really tell a story here..
but all i have remembered.. it all will flash back to me whenever i see the scar on my left index finger..
the scar that let my blood flow so fast that made a little fountain as i push a handyplaster on it..
we may have 100% pass..
but well.. i know i am still off the standard that near a pass from them..
lucky… im one of the men in blue.. not green..
but these knowledge and experience will definitely go with me for life..
I survived to tell a story C:


we happen to be under an ex-diver
also under the treatment of our trainee time PC..
haha.. had really a good time listening to those inhumane times of his
well.. at least we know we are not that tough anymore..
so complain no more la..
and oh.. we no need a ladder to climb the bed know!.. haha
that was some way to climb a bed
and at a distance from the home of the divers.. we hooyahed again for our hh-certified ex diver jungle master


beside skills and experience..
i realise i can start to see people’s good side easier than before..
i dont know how did i managed to do it.. but.. some how i realise that..
just somehow.. theres a good or nice side of each individual..
just only.. one man .. i have yet to see the bright side of him..
he is my batch f-er

after those 4d3n..
our PC Chew.. brought us to the canteen and treat us a drink..
he made a toast..
cant remember those words ..
but well.. i know it certainly force a tear or 2 out from me..
and i thought of the time back in the Airforce Career Centre interview..
”i will like to experience hellweek” C:
i see how the hell we manage to be in the military and harwire so much..
hahahahahhahhahaaha
i will regret so much if i didnt have a blue shirt on during my JOT..
and will jealous so much when i see the bond within them..
just a classic moment.
infront of the A-frame .. those few buggers..
broke the baka woods..
next moment there was a reaction…
men no in blue.. was like shit!..
but men in blue.. break out into laughter
how did we do it?..
maybe it is the yellow colour on the blue shirt ba

Hooyah to Brunei and JOT C:

Happy 21st to me and So

it was 4th of september.. it was Kenny’s birthday but the group celebrated my 21st with his..
its suppose to be a potluck.. like some will cook curry chicken.. some bee hoon.. and so on..
but well we got hot dogs. breads,tuna, chips, big can of beer 5l, bicardi that we didnt even open and drinks..
there was volleyball actions in a very good weather.. no need to bother about putting on some sunblock.. cos basically there wasnt much of it
we got ourselves a frisbee with the help of Chevy.. but the aerodynamic of it sucks.. i think the furthest i thrown was like 10m? haha
fun activities aside..
i was all hyped up for always if its sentosa..
must get wet..
at first i tot everyone will go wet with me..
after a round of survey.. no one bring extra to go with me..
but well still have Kenny to ACC me.. cos its his birthday what.. of cos must get wet la!..
so we got this small little area that Raymond and gang buried both our present in it..
its really a small area.. but the tot of get to dig the sand.. fuyo! suddenly 1cm square becomes 1km square..
i put out to dig as much i can.. but in the end.. Kenny was the one who dug out mine…
so my present was wrapped in the same wrapping paper that i receive last year.. and maybe the year before and before.. hahaha
the same Chelsea wrapper that dear brought quite alot few years back
i got my chances to guess what is in it.. but really have no idea..
well after a few cups of Golden ale.. i opened it up and its a limited edition Sony Walkman mp3 player.. the camouflage version.. or the metal slug W series
…… ok the name is Walkman W-Series Metal Gear Peace Walker Limited Edition.. cool stuff man..
it gets cooler when i installed and use it..
woooooohoooooooo..
it was a whole new experience.. it feels like using a wireless bluetooth earphone.. but without a mp3 play in hand.. really easy to use and it got a nice female voice in the mp3 player haha.. saying “playlist” and stuff..
and dear dear is as blur as always. went to her house next morning.. and there it is.. The RECEIPT! wahahahahahaha.. guys.. you all can go kill her liao..
this is us.. all of them know each other for 9 years.. and i know them for 8.. wonderful huh?
more years to come guys C:

Brunei soon hope for the best..
FATs away!

when to Jaben @ Adelphi on Friday the solo OFF day
i entered the shop and suddenly turned blank..
the shop was not any part similar to what i imagine..
so many people said Jaben is The Shop for audios..
i pictured it as a shop with many selves that displays every asset the got..
there were selves.. but they are all behind the counter..
its a one of a kind shopping experience..
its like… going to a clinic that heals your “music listening” sense..
i see people come into the shop and asked the assistant there to “save him” LOL
so there i was went in and blank..
a guy approached me in a nice way.. i told him i dont know hahahah..
”no problem! why not you take a seat first C:”
next thing i know.. i am trying out headphones
i got out of it with satisfaction.. a Denon earpiece.. and a Fiio Amp
just the kind of sound i wanted..
now i see why people go Jaben for audios..
keep it up Jaben C: haha

the 9 is coming.. today its the 5th.. the day that my contract ends..
ahh i sense my iphone is coming! Singtel.. pls have stock!

later