NEXT Pls!

Two weeks is enough for the two months

Yea. Awesomeness is within me hohoho!

Esp when you start to gain insights

It aint that bad afterall

Did some online matriculation

Got some numbers

Printed some forms on citizen connect

Pay some fees

Secure shern as roomies

Have piles of notes from teeyan

Receive some letters full of orientation camp flyers

Yea! Its time to rock NTU yo!

Just hope everything will be fine for school

Its will be work hard and play harder in uni!

Knee is not fully recovered

But the time has come to surf on the wave again

Hopefully i dont end up at an handicapped at the end of tomorrow

Yea! Later

rehab

im into this addiction..
suffering for almost a week now
im glad that my conditions are improving now..
addiction is a scary thing..
it really drive people crazy..
you must really go through to understand how addiction victims feel
i learnt from watching the tv that all kind of addiction is similar in a way that all of them affects the same nerve..
no matter if it is gambling alcohol smoking and drugs
for me.. i think its the most common one.. which is not well known as an addiction..
as an addict pretty much one will feel empty most of the time..
the sensation sucks…
now that im in it.. i can understand why people starts picking up smoking and drinking habits after
these two are the two options that are more widely available to all
people tell me give myself some time.. some time to recover from it..
i guess my progress is going good..
im taking medications haha.. very abstractly..
both in pills and going to for rehabs sessions..
taking it slow.. small dosage each time..
as time drags longer.. i guess i will regain myself back in no time..
along with the rehab..
i suddenly started dreaming alot..
almost every night..
some nights i end up really happily with her..
some nights i had an accident and just die.. spirit came out and see all my loved ones on my wake
some nights im just an awesome bachelor who once lived
and for each nights.. i can dream of many different ones just in one night
religion is really some thing..
am i a Buddhist or am i free
after talking to chevy darren and ray.. i guess im a free..
im just a follower of Buddhist learnings..
only my father was a real full Buddhist..
so actually i can eat beef? hahah.. some day i will go to some holy centaury to find it out myself.. before i really miss out on my fate
finally went out with sec buds again..
chevy brought candice along..
looking at them somehow just remind me of the previous 2 months..
hai.. im happy for them.. but deep inside i know im broken..
i replace those sadness with my signature smile to bless them..
“When im sad, i stop being sad, I feel awesome instead. True story~” Barney
haha.. i remembered this statement vividly from himym
seriously.. managed to do it too..
im awesome C:

Break the Blue Moon

emotions overtook me
so much have happened..
one event is not enough.. my havainas slipper also abandon me..
then my knee have to give way too..
its the kind of feeling i never felt before..
or maybe im just weak la.. haha.. i was thinking if i get this kind of injury during a war.. i will just go all out and die as a honourable diver..
i have really awesome friends around me..
seriously appreciate them to be around me..
Aud Rina Krys Gwen Angus Dbag Squek Tiong Nat Shern Lai
a big thank you for your time la mates..
come to think of it.. my awesome friends doesnt stop there..
it has been long since i last meet up with my sec buds
ray darren kenny chevy all NS and ong is work and bf.. hai.. when are we going to meet again guys?… my margarita is waiting know..

i haven cried since the death of my father and the end of hell week..
yesterday i burst out.. i look at my knee and ask myself why all this come to me now?.. is this karma or something.. did i do anything wrong?
hai.. i really have much to think.. and much not to think haha..
woke up at that standard timing as usual..
knowing that i have to go for physio..
one tiny part of me actually felt scare.. scare of the unpredictable pain that i will feel during the treatment..
of cos i wish someone can accompany me for it.. but people is either busy or just not that convenient come over…
felicia suppose to come with me.. but sleep got her priority and i understand it.. she came after my treatment..
as i was lying there.. i look at my knee again and thought of what angus said about soccer players’ injuries.. YEA.. just wack only!
the sinseh is really experience siao already..
i guess he have do too many of similar cases.. until he also sian..
its pain.. but not that much.. bearable and short.. next moment i know im sitting outing with for fel to come already..
went to OCBC for some banking stuff today..
it made me realise that i should start planning for the next 4 years of uni life.. finance hall and commitments..
hectic life will eat me up and most likely disappear from non-NTU events.. i really hope i can still go for netball in NUS C:
gonna take a break from work.. and social activities for awhile..
now that my knee is in this condition
my bed is like a hospital bed already.. just that its more cosy.. no nurse no drips.. and no visitors just me and alot of cushions..
i miss my NDU bunk setup man.. haha

The Last Lecture

Im living still haha.
Im on the same bus just like every working day.
That day i finally finished reading mars and venus. Haha its ironic because the book suppose to teach the reader how to maintain relationship with ones partner. And i just fallout of one.
Its ok i guess. Sadness has its time in me. But i still believe in fate. If my kids are going to sunday school. They will eventually.

So today at this moment, i opened up a new book - a gift from my beloved Mrs Mah-Pow. Its called 'the last lecture'. I figured she knows i wont be going bookstores and buy good books to read. I did try honestly speaking. But i just dont know what books i should read. Anyway, i saw the note writen by Mrs Mah to me and i felt really loved. This is the kind of message only passionate teachers will write. I will read this book and learn as much as i can. No matter how slow i read, i will finish it C:



Moblie blogging is really something. Having a facebook account to update status dont appeal to me anymore.
I should be blogging more often with those additional percentages left on my phone. Haha. Time to really reflect upon my life

Lets get inspired!

Plastic bag

I tried my best. That was all. Thats the end. I wonder if there is any slight hope. I can say im prepared, but this is just too much for me. Tears had to give way.

Its short. Sweet. But impactful. Just like the fireworks i love to look.



May the spirit of the pheonix be with me C:

Linked

i have been off blogging season for quite awhile..
it seems abit hard to back here writing
but i will try my best..
the word busy have been hanging by my side for some time now
its really hard to find time for things i really love to do and stuff..
prioritising my time all those commitments is a serious chore
if you can have my time.. you are really someone i love to be with alot
rina told me about love language..
touch, time, gift and something else..
mine is clearly time.. spending time doing nothing with love ones is good enough
work in iras is getting easier through the days with easy going colleagues
since there isnt those tough going outings anymore haha..
not that i would complain.. but its kind of tough.. like seriously..
with people going off for their careers in life.. less and less peeps around to mingle and stuff.. so lunch alone is common..
packet food from somewhere and eat alone in the room..
shredding paper became one of the enjoyable thing to do in office.. haha..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
whole day long.. see if you can let the machine going non stop with your pile of confidential documents
and just once in awhile.. some angry people who came along will brighten your day by implanting some food for thought in the mind..
and this public service.. queue ticket and waiting time is so essential..
quality services seems to be taken for granted by so many people..
thats service sector
my taiji training is toning down..
not much of excitement in knowing new styles and strokes..
just sharpening them since i have already completed Chen-style 48
hope my master will continue to complete my 72 before i end it and go NTU
been to a few running events now..
facing new people that you may just see them once in your life.
you wont know how each of the encounter with someone will affect you..
as we age.. some how the world is getting small..
knowing a stranger might not just be a stranger anymore..
the person is just someone’s somebody
haha.. just try.. try finding someone that has no link with your life at all within this little community in Singapore.. maybe
mates around me have been commenting on my status..
oh well.. people come to me when they have troubles
and i told them to treasure each and everymoment they have with their love ones cos you never know when it will end..
just cut off from a tree you are holding on on a cliff
the negative G will drive you crazy..
but i dont seems to have the capacity to handle it myself
haha.. i hope from now on i can.. after blogging..
reflecting and stuff..
appreciation is key..
i will want to enjoy my time looking at the magnificent view.. not just waste those time turning on my camera and try to shot it down..
cos by then.. all might just be over..
interpretation
“she is working in a company that is under auto-inclusion scheme, but now she dont know if she is under no filing service or need login and click submit.”
it is up to her to make the trouble to ask. and there will always be a time frame. too long? wait for pink letter or one day she go atm and cant draw any money… then she’ll know… 2 hours of waiting time for just a simple form
C:

A LONG weekend

come to think about this..
I haven been on a long weekend since I started work..
I think mainly because I want focus to earn money so I could spend it on overseas trip
BKK with Lai Tiong Shern and Nat
Bali with Mum and Relative
Taiwan with Rina?
Brazil backpacking with Angus?
Dive trip with DD or NDU peeps?
budget is so tight and there are so much I want to do before uni terms kicks in
not all is about earning money though..
I must admit this.. having to work
to play netball in NUS
and to practise taiji
these pack my single life up and I wont have to worry about being lonely..
Squek Angus and Dbag are really spize in my life..
working with them make life so much fun
as much as dislike those time that we have to do so much to get other colleague involved
oops
things are getting better
with this new possibility
I just hope things will turn out well C:
it really shows how fate turns out to be haha
later