Saturday, December 25, 2010

Lovely season, Lonely man

this is a review of my year.. as always..
I hope there are more to blog after ORD..
cos when all the things you have to talk about is military stuff..
there nothing else to talk about already.. haha..
had a small turning point..
and maybe afew more coming..
January to March
set off to Tamworth Australia..
had my ups and downs.
one moment I was the “best” in the course..
the other moment I was told I failed my test..
no WSO for me too..
came back Singapore had really a hard time to accept that I never can be a military pilot anymore..
asked to do some guard duties…
made some friends in AFTC..
and lost the peak of my fitness there..
and ended my regular term with a diving trip
April
it came along..
as a bird shit I arrival back to NDU..
don’t really know how things work after graduation..
I had awhile before I fitted back in..
after all the people there are still my blood sweat pain brothers..
and I crashed into the Taiwan trip
May
so we went Taiwan..
I had the luxury to sleep the most.. and do the least..
sick sick sick and just being sick..
all I know was the medic was useless..
the MO is not interested..
and senior medic was really up there with his skills
seeing people coming in and out daily.. different of my batch boys..
but im always there..
hahahha
June
shooting training started..
and more diving..
July
represented NDU in Navy shooting competition..
didn’t do well at all..
but still managed to help NDU secure the overall champion for the second year..
did my first parade..
the SAF day parade..
I remembered someone saying..
”LQ.. you are the only one who actually looking up leh”
that was enough to show my contributions to the organisation I think ha
August
NDP was the biggest thing…
city march was fun.. I think only with the Navy people.. marching and screaming with not much regimentation
hahahahhaa..
September
my 21st..
didn’t really got time to plan one..
cos all I got was.. “we not sure when we going to brunei leh”
so although I got some celebrations with my sec sch buddies..
I think its all destroyed by the JOT..
and all those terrible and happy moments over in Brunei will pour in whenever I see the scar on my finger
October
I did a miracle by scoring my personal best since 2008..
its was a two time jump..
that score will really make me a threat..
but sadly.. it wasn’t consistent enough
and my brother went for his SSEAYP..
so whenever I can… I tried to stay home and keep my mum accompanied
November
all was unexpected..
but im single from then on..
was kind of lost and confuse for awhile..
and I tot I will try to experience some single life for long.. until..
we did finish our finaly evolution and we called out ORD LO just anytime we felt like..
December
alicia 21st was really something to remember..
having all of them seated infront of me and her..
asking us about our relationship..
wao.. that was really some experience man..
hahahahahhahahaa..
saying out make me feel more extreme and that we really cleared things out..
which is very good.. for the two of us..
and I never felt better for the 2 months
I went NUS to play some netball..
and wow.. fate really wants to play with me..
just as I thought I can be with myself..
ha! I will hope for the best ba..
clearing leave is the best time ever with no worries of military stuff..
totally mind cleared to do whatever you want out there..
the freedom..
the control of life..
its so damn powerful
New Year is coming..
I don’t really know what to expect
but I know the day when I ORD.. if I don’t cry out loud..
I’ll be doing it inside.. hahaha..

going to start learning Tai Ji Quan real soon..
and its damn cheap… $45 for 3 months.. woohooo..
such a deal.. who will want to learn muay thai? hahahah jk.
about RS.. it will be great if I can make the girl I like say pick me, choose me, love me….
WAO.. blow my mind away yo!..
hahaha love stories are just nice aint it?

seriously after being in a rs for so long..
its really quite hard to go through some shit in life alone..
it really sucks..
but well.. as I told jl.. its my time to go through la..
suck it up and go
hai for all I can..
I will go through it..
I can go through it…

after this post.. I should stop syncing my blog with fb..
if not no one will ever visit my blog already..
the traffic is so miserable.. zzzzzzzz




well well..
have a Happy New Year!
later C: