Lovely season, Lonely man

this is a review of my year.. as always..
I hope there are more to blog after ORD..
cos when all the things you have to talk about is military stuff..
there nothing else to talk about already.. haha..
had a small turning point..
and maybe afew more coming..
January to March
set off to Tamworth Australia..
had my ups and downs.
one moment I was the “best” in the course..
the other moment I was told I failed my test..
no WSO for me too..
came back Singapore had really a hard time to accept that I never can be a military pilot anymore..
asked to do some guard duties…
made some friends in AFTC..
and lost the peak of my fitness there..
and ended my regular term with a diving trip
April
it came along..
as a bird shit I arrival back to NDU..
don’t really know how things work after graduation..
I had awhile before I fitted back in..
after all the people there are still my blood sweat pain brothers..
and I crashed into the Taiwan trip
May
so we went Taiwan..
I had the luxury to sleep the most.. and do the least..
sick sick sick and just being sick..
all I know was the medic was useless..
the MO is not interested..
and senior medic was really up there with his skills
seeing people coming in and out daily.. different of my batch boys..
but im always there..
hahahha
June
shooting training started..
and more diving..
July
represented NDU in Navy shooting competition..
didn’t do well at all..
but still managed to help NDU secure the overall champion for the second year..
did my first parade..
the SAF day parade..
I remembered someone saying..
”LQ.. you are the only one who actually looking up leh”
that was enough to show my contributions to the organisation I think ha
August
NDP was the biggest thing…
city march was fun.. I think only with the Navy people.. marching and screaming with not much regimentation
hahahahhaa..
September
my 21st..
didn’t really got time to plan one..
cos all I got was.. “we not sure when we going to brunei leh”
so although I got some celebrations with my sec sch buddies..
I think its all destroyed by the JOT..
and all those terrible and happy moments over in Brunei will pour in whenever I see the scar on my finger
October
I did a miracle by scoring my personal best since 2008..
its was a two time jump..
that score will really make me a threat..
but sadly.. it wasn’t consistent enough
and my brother went for his SSEAYP..
so whenever I can… I tried to stay home and keep my mum accompanied
November
all was unexpected..
but im single from then on..
was kind of lost and confuse for awhile..
and I tot I will try to experience some single life for long.. until..
we did finish our finaly evolution and we called out ORD LO just anytime we felt like..
December
alicia 21st was really something to remember..
having all of them seated infront of me and her..
asking us about our relationship..
wao.. that was really some experience man..
hahahahahhahahaa..
saying out make me feel more extreme and that we really cleared things out..
which is very good.. for the two of us..
and I never felt better for the 2 months
I went NUS to play some netball..
and wow.. fate really wants to play with me..
just as I thought I can be with myself..
ha! I will hope for the best ba..
clearing leave is the best time ever with no worries of military stuff..
totally mind cleared to do whatever you want out there..
the freedom..
the control of life..
its so damn powerful
New Year is coming..
I don’t really know what to expect
but I know the day when I ORD.. if I don’t cry out loud..
I’ll be doing it inside.. hahaha..

going to start learning Tai Ji Quan real soon..
and its damn cheap… $45 for 3 months.. woohooo..
such a deal.. who will want to learn muay thai? hahahah jk.
about RS.. it will be great if I can make the girl I like say pick me, choose me, love me….
WAO.. blow my mind away yo!..
hahaha love stories are just nice aint it?

seriously after being in a rs for so long..
its really quite hard to go through some shit in life alone..
it really sucks..
but well.. as I told jl.. its my time to go through la..
suck it up and go
hai for all I can..
I will go through it..
I can go through it…

after this post.. I should stop syncing my blog with fb..
if not no one will ever visit my blog already..
the traffic is so miserable.. zzzzzzzz




well well..
have a Happy New Year!
later C:

2, 6 and go!

there was it.. we did it sweet and nice..
impressive in fact wahaha..
im so proud of that myself..
we into this countdown moment of our NS term..
it’s a really fruitful journey for me..
I will always think back my time in the Air Force Recruitment Centre interview room..
I glad that I told them that I wish to try on NDU’s Hellweek
”how tough can that be anyway” was what I thought..
and from 18 march to 11 nov 2009.. I experienced what 1G Divers training was like..
the toughest of all in this new generation..
and after all those sick shit tortures by the MAN…
I realised that hammering is an art..
not all can do just like what he did to us..
more cannot be imagined what he used to do to our seniors
I went on to RSAF after getting the honourable badge
failed.. but it was so much fun pulling Gs and all..
and I landed C: haha
got a chance to go for a subsidied dive trip with lai..
that was long since I last dived..
and then I realised.. being in water have been second nature to me..
back to unit..
did the nation and SAF a favour..
I thought since I cant fly pass padang.. I can at least march as the Navy’s best
went taiwan and became the legendary CO attend C.. did almost nothing else beside being IV by the MO
tried on Brunei… and felt so lucky im a diver.. not some jungle man..
and then the very last evolution that we aced it together as 31 UDT
promotion from cpl to cfc meant something to me.. maybe its just me..
but well I appreciate every good things that happens to me..
still a positive person I guess..
I look through all my military stuff…
uniforms.. and attires
from navy.. divers to air force pilot trainee stuff..
wow its a lot of shit there haha..
more to come are those ORD gifts and photos
equate us as frogs with trident, bomb and wings..
frogmen for the sea..
such a small community by ourselves
how I wish those old times can be passed on…
listening to hooyah greetings daily
seeing some trainees kena hammered on the field or parade square..
such a culture will be nice…
I enjoyed my time on boats..
in NDU or out at the sea..
obm running and my set on mianbao..
riding for a purpose
those strong wind can refresh me anytime..
if only I can buy one zodiac boat and a obm myself.. go some riding once in a while.. haha..
will only miss those squeaky time on the boat with my buddies

there will be a bbq with our dvs instructors..
haha.. I think it will be fun
and then the ORD event..
and the element of bring a date…
wow.. tough one.. since im single already..
need to start finding one soon!

just if you happen to pass by here my lazy ass batch boys..
read one more time before ord la.. hope it brings some memories to your head
it’s the Diver Creed
I will swim faster, run further and fight harder from the sea, air and land.
I will fight with all my might and bravely overcome the enemies in defence of my land.
I will carry out my duty with HONOUR and INTEGRITY.
I will care for my team mates and I will never leave a fallen comrade behind.
Loyalty, Courage, Integrity and TEAM SPIRIT distinguish me.
I am a Naval Diver, Frogman from the Sea.
Hooya!
NOTHING STAND IN OUR WAY!

later C:

The 7 years

it started off with lots of uncertainties for me..
at such a young age.. 14 years old..
not yet a man.. only a small boy..
just like her.. a little blur girl
there are so much that we both had gone through together
went through 4 years being a couple in the same class..
been through another 3 at a different environment where trust is highly sensitive..
at the start… no one will think we will go far.. maybe a few months?
but after 1 or 2 years .. no one thought that we will ever end…
7 years for me now.. its 1/3 of my life..
and these 1/3 of it can be considered a major part of my development as a person..
through thick and thin i learned and corrected until the person i am now..
pretty much everything i possesses were contributed by this relationship
i am a man of fate by my Father’s influence..
if its yours, it will be yours in whatever way.
our love as a couple may have turned into friendship as the time passes..
but well… we will never know what will happen after another 7 years? haha
now that i am single..
finally… i dont really know what to do with it.. or even is there things to do.. hahaha..
just want to thank all my buddies who share my feelings with..
thank you all for being beside me…
and for Shihui.. we will still be friends…
just make sure the next guys is better than me…
maybe that will never happen.. cos im the best yo! wahahaha
i will stay as nice as i am as always C:
i hope this post will remind me to be a good man

Ong Shi Hui and Fong Lin Qiang 01082003 - 01112010

Getting back the standards

So there i was training back in the range. Somehow the feelings and everything that matter in my shooting returns to me.

On Tuesday i finally broke my personal best which stayed at 564. I got 565. Thr result made the day and all the previous training worth it. So there again not wishing to score a fantastic score today. I got 574 for my first 60 which in it i had the first 100/100 series. Then 567 for the second 60. It was amazing. 2 new personal best in a week during training.
But well interformation is still far and dec dont have much training. So still got lots of training to do on my own to ensure i score good during the competition.

Hooyah to my new pb C:

Testing

Okok now got to blog on the go! Next up is my thoughts on the current hellweek. Let it finish before i really got sad and disappointed.

It left a scar on my left index finger

the plane was C130
13th to 22nd sept
we set off to what some thought useless
some thought easy day
and pointless
touch down.. bus… boat taxi.. then bus again..
finally we see some familiar uniform over in Brunei
its a SAF camp..
training starts after we settled our stuff in the long big bunk..
3 straight days of absorbing..
its really a challenge to be able to rise to the occasion
so we went for the navigation..
and then the survival
i’ll make it my way.
.mud
.stress
.despair
.lonely
.helpless
.tiring
.hungry
.dizzy
.painful
.disgusting
.clueless
.uncertainty
.troublesome
.bloody
.sinful
.dirty
.sick
.cold
.wet
.dry
.sweat
.fear
.tension
the list goes on..
during the 4d3n survival phase..
i have learn a couple of things..
survival is no joke or game..
it make you feel like nothing.. and hopeless.. no moltivation to do a single thing
out in the jungle alone.. its a way to force you to think of the one you really loved..
for me.. i think i really clear of my love already..
craving utensils on the frame.. makes me wonder of things i never thought of..
its really a good one time only experience..
after the 4d3n.. i really give my respect to those with JCC badge..
i cant really tell a story here..
but all i have remembered.. it all will flash back to me whenever i see the scar on my left index finger..
the scar that let my blood flow so fast that made a little fountain as i push a handyplaster on it..
we may have 100% pass..
but well.. i know i am still off the standard that near a pass from them..
lucky… im one of the men in blue.. not green..
but these knowledge and experience will definitely go with me for life..
I survived to tell a story C:


we happen to be under an ex-diver
also under the treatment of our trainee time PC..
haha.. had really a good time listening to those inhumane times of his
well.. at least we know we are not that tough anymore..
so complain no more la..
and oh.. we no need a ladder to climb the bed know!.. haha
that was some way to climb a bed
and at a distance from the home of the divers.. we hooyahed again for our hh-certified ex diver jungle master


beside skills and experience..
i realise i can start to see people’s good side easier than before..
i dont know how did i managed to do it.. but.. some how i realise that..
just somehow.. theres a good or nice side of each individual..
just only.. one man .. i have yet to see the bright side of him..
he is my batch f-er

after those 4d3n..
our PC Chew.. brought us to the canteen and treat us a drink..
he made a toast..
cant remember those words ..
but well.. i know it certainly force a tear or 2 out from me..
and i thought of the time back in the Airforce Career Centre interview..
”i will like to experience hellweek” C:
i see how the hell we manage to be in the military and harwire so much..
hahahahahhahhahaaha
i will regret so much if i didnt have a blue shirt on during my JOT..
and will jealous so much when i see the bond within them..
just a classic moment.
infront of the A-frame .. those few buggers..
broke the baka woods..
next moment there was a reaction…
men no in blue.. was like shit!..
but men in blue.. break out into laughter
how did we do it?..
maybe it is the yellow colour on the blue shirt ba

Hooyah to Brunei and JOT C:

Happy 21st to me and So

it was 4th of september.. it was Kenny’s birthday but the group celebrated my 21st with his..
its suppose to be a potluck.. like some will cook curry chicken.. some bee hoon.. and so on..
but well we got hot dogs. breads,tuna, chips, big can of beer 5l, bicardi that we didnt even open and drinks..
there was volleyball actions in a very good weather.. no need to bother about putting on some sunblock.. cos basically there wasnt much of it
we got ourselves a frisbee with the help of Chevy.. but the aerodynamic of it sucks.. i think the furthest i thrown was like 10m? haha
fun activities aside..
i was all hyped up for always if its sentosa..
must get wet..
at first i tot everyone will go wet with me..
after a round of survey.. no one bring extra to go with me..
but well still have Kenny to ACC me.. cos its his birthday what.. of cos must get wet la!..
so we got this small little area that Raymond and gang buried both our present in it..
its really a small area.. but the tot of get to dig the sand.. fuyo! suddenly 1cm square becomes 1km square..
i put out to dig as much i can.. but in the end.. Kenny was the one who dug out mine…
so my present was wrapped in the same wrapping paper that i receive last year.. and maybe the year before and before.. hahaha
the same Chelsea wrapper that dear brought quite alot few years back
i got my chances to guess what is in it.. but really have no idea..
well after a few cups of Golden ale.. i opened it up and its a limited edition Sony Walkman mp3 player.. the camouflage version.. or the metal slug W series
…… ok the name is Walkman W-Series Metal Gear Peace Walker Limited Edition.. cool stuff man..
it gets cooler when i installed and use it..
woooooohoooooooo..
it was a whole new experience.. it feels like using a wireless bluetooth earphone.. but without a mp3 play in hand.. really easy to use and it got a nice female voice in the mp3 player haha.. saying “playlist” and stuff..
and dear dear is as blur as always. went to her house next morning.. and there it is.. The RECEIPT! wahahahahahaha.. guys.. you all can go kill her liao..
this is us.. all of them know each other for 9 years.. and i know them for 8.. wonderful huh?
more years to come guys C:

Brunei soon hope for the best..
FATs away!

when to Jaben @ Adelphi on Friday the solo OFF day
i entered the shop and suddenly turned blank..
the shop was not any part similar to what i imagine..
so many people said Jaben is The Shop for audios..
i pictured it as a shop with many selves that displays every asset the got..
there were selves.. but they are all behind the counter..
its a one of a kind shopping experience..
its like… going to a clinic that heals your “music listening” sense..
i see people come into the shop and asked the assistant there to “save him” LOL
so there i was went in and blank..
a guy approached me in a nice way.. i told him i dont know hahahah..
”no problem! why not you take a seat first C:”
next thing i know.. i am trying out headphones
i got out of it with satisfaction.. a Denon earpiece.. and a Fiio Amp
just the kind of sound i wanted..
now i see why people go Jaben for audios..
keep it up Jaben C: haha

the 9 is coming.. today its the 5th.. the day that my contract ends..
ahh i sense my iphone is coming! Singtel.. pls have stock!

later

Appreciating Appreciations

last Sunday.. i sms Mrs Mah if she was free on Monday for us to catch up with her..
as i tot she wont reply.. the next morning finally there was a response..
oh well.. somehow she dont have my number on her phone.. but she got my number la..
the anticipation on the way back Bedok South to finally see my former teachers was quite a experience..
dont know~ hmm i will describe it as a the anticipation kid wanting to see his long lost mother..
hahaha..
so there were a few teachers who Sherman and I met and talked..
after some sharings.. well.. i think i am really appreciated back in BDS.. with almost all my former teachers can remember my name..
ha.. maybe because i am one of those really few that visit the school after years..
Mrs Mah kept telling other teachers that we were her 06 batch..
oh man.. suddenly i felt we were so old already .. 21st birthday this year?.. old?.. quite la.. haha
Spoke with Mrs Mah and as always its so fulfilling telling her about my progresses and my life..
it has been long since i last came.. before i enlisted.. i came with my ‘A’ level results..
though it not flying colours.. but for her.. or any one taught me before.. i think its good enough ba..
so its almost 1 and a half year back already..
oh time flies man..
and talking of my NS life.. woo.. it will really take some of their time.. so really.. i just merely say the word hellweek for summary la.. hahaha
had a chance to speak with our DM too.. haha.. Ms Abraham a very loud name for any BDSian really haha..
its sad to realise how the lifestyle and culture that people around us or the young secondary school student had changed…
hai sad…
and oh.. she commented that i am a very humble person! hahaha
and how people should be proud and not to be Proud, arrogant in another words la..
come to this point..
i ask alot of people..
why this why that..
and i realise a very real thing about us..
how Practical should things be..
thats the idea..
being practical.. is it wrong? or it is just correct?
being practical means you need to complain about having NS?
means you cannot love someone who has no car?
means you cannot risk you life for Singapore if the government dont pay you well?
because of the word practical.. i think most of us forgot about loyalty, true love, religion, etc.
somehow when someone tell me whatever is more practical.. i got turned off easily..
its like.. being selfish rationally … why not you guys just say.. “hey~ i am selfish what!”
hmm Mrs Mah actually tell her students to come and read my blog..
hahahahahhaa
so if you are one of them .. well.. i dont know if you can learn anything from my writings but you can really understand my life.. if you are going to go through a similar path C:

NDP Preview is tomorrow..
its a national event..
im in the Navy GOH as most know..
i may not be in the first row with the President walking pass me..
but i will definitely stand tall with a Naval Diver’s pride which sadly most of us dont have..
i think i realise how important your love ones affect you or your performance on this kind of events
on NE1.. My Mother and Aunt came.. i tot its the first parade with audience that why i was so fired up..
but i guess the true reason is because they were there watching..
they may not see me.. but being there is enough already..
there was my Brother appeared out of no where just before we marched in for the parade on NE2.. i think that affect most of the parade too..
so.. how i wish these people can come and see me..
my GF!!! the real mogu
my sec sch teachers and school mates buddies.. Mrs Mah Ms Shek Mr Yao… ray darren chevy sherman kenny
closer jc school mates too junliang audrey felicia rina zhuo ying
but the utmost person.. My Father la.. he is not around anymore.. .. well he may be looking down on Padang every Saturday yea?.. haha i know that..
my Aunt C:

oh.. i Shot for the Inter-RSN shooting competition again..
this time round.. only got 3rd for individual air rifle event..
but overall.. NDU still first la!
know whats the funny thing?..
the competition only have Air Rifle and Pistol…
but look at the trophy im holding..

lol.. if you cant see.. its a Shotgun shooter

haven been going MMI Physio for quite some time le..
i guess my right is starting to recover.. and soon.. focus on diving liao..
no more appointment..Zzz
went FASS with Fel and Krystal the introductory talk.. the LT got like 5 guys?
guy’s heaven man..
the place for Weeta la.. hahahahhaa
my 10 Levels is still the most powerpack blast to him la.. supported by all the audience that day C:
back to camp again..
Singing Hooya~hey Parades are Easy Day!

Little happy moments VS Tough assdragging shits

roar roar rooaaaarrrrr
its too quite here..
gonna add some live in it..
i have decided.. no SF for me..
NTU after NDU lo! wahahahahahahahahhahhaha

the whole of last month..
i experience alot of things that i cannot say in blog..
maybe becos it have too big a consequence that i cannot manage..
well well.. but no matter how sucks my life can be..
there is always the sweet part..
there was a job well done in SAF parade.. when Diver = Navy
there was our batch’s officers commissioning and return to be our leaders
there was shern’s birthday and finally.. the 5 of us got to meet up together again..
there were my secondary school buddies all botak hahaha
there was my mother and aunt coming to see me march on NDP 2010 GOH Navy
there was a wonderful night sky on the particular day.. i was a Draco constellation with Ursa major.. and i tot of the moments in fort canning with the Orion constellation
it was a very tough month for me..
but some of these few good times were what it takes to relight the fire in me..
slacking in day in day out … life have been much draggy..
too much to drag in fact.. haha..


events to come…
my cousin’s wedding is coming later..
my brother’s NUS graduation finally…
more and more parades to come… more fire to burn..
more and more dry runs..
more and more dives.. more water to pour
JOT to complete
and more important on individual level…
RSN Shooting competition..
i really hope my form will come and claim i really meant to get
hopeful to be in the Navy team again.. and the SAFSA inter formation shoot
I WANT THE SAFSA ASSOCIATE MEMBERSHIP!!!
some how Trap shooting sounds cooler then air rifle shooting.. hahha.. but thats not the point..
the feeling of hitting a flying clay VS a 10.9 on the target.. well.. i think i like the first more
may the assdragger go have more rest! Hooyah

The sense of Honour

ok..
so i went Taiwan and up post to CO sickbay..
missed 3 liberty and chance to take photos..
buy some stuff and home sweet home..
reached Singapore..
dear said she used her Polariod so much that all the 60 papers are used up..
hmm~ haha
oh.. another thing.. Polariod is a brand… not a thing..
instant cameras are what Polariod sell..
this misunderstanding made me going to Fujifilm and ask for Polariod quite stupidly..
oh well.. Polariod’s branding is too good i think
parade with the rest of the marching contingents makes us -  the GOH – feel a sense of pride and honour..
cannot imagine how wonder when we go full dress in Padang..
went cable ski with my mates..
fantastic experience once im able to get it out there and turn some rounds..
but well.. superman-ed coupled of times on the sharp turns
and bang into the water like never before..
shoik la..
finally… there is a 2S17 class outing…
hmm.. it turn out not that bad as i tot..
guys into NS and girls into unis…
nice la…
going to have my SR134 out next week..
hope there wont be some sudden shit to interrupt C:
parade parade parade is coming our way…
SAF day and NDP is gonna wet the no4 like free…
but for me.. its all for the honour..
i feel it.. its coming.. august 9 is coming..
and we will stand so proud until we only see the clouds..
Hooyah to my life C:
later

Before taking off

unknowingly.. one month passed..
and i realise i didnt update my blog..
so here it goes..
finally today..
going to fly off to taiwan with my bros..
dont actually have an picture of what will be there…
so just hope for the best..
have been hammering myself once everyweek..
so i can fit in just well with the others when things go haywire..
and my ippt results have been improving..
sadly got to break for taiwan..
and then restart over again…
i wont be around for my dear’s 21st birthday..
that really sad..
and since i cannot be there.. i hope to that my presence can be felt by her on the day
to do that.. i search high and low around singapore..
i cannot find the thing that i want to get for her..
out of desperation..
i went on to ebay..
thats when online shopping become my best friend..
click click click.. there goes..
my order..
but there was an uncertainty of when they will deliver the product after all the clickings
so after 2 days.. just as i was tracking the mail..
my bro went to open the door.. and there.. my present for her is there..
thats impressive..
really.. hahahahaha
looking at the clock at that point of time..
i needed some help..
and blar blar blar.. i got it done..
and guess what.. she wont even notice that i place something infront of her eyes..
hahahahaa… thats my dear la…
happy 21st birthday dear… its for you

Repetition

it has been weeks..
i still haven draw my diving equipment..
good and bad..
just need to sit one side while others are snorkeling
but its just too boring liao la..
haha
well well…
i got myself a physio on my right shoulder..
its an injury from tamworth .. playing tennis with dom they all..
haha..
i was considering if i would want to report sick for it..
after much of it.. i reported cos it has affected my sleep…
when my sleep is already so sad
a talk with my physiotherapist.. he suggested me to take on some light drugs so as to improve my sleeping..
but how can i do that when im in NDU…
maybe 1 month before ORD i would go report.. and find some specialist or some sort one to help my sleep
physio in MMI was fast..
and MMI happen to be around NUS..
just as i was thinking who in SR when to NUS..
i saw Sheena walking to cross the road then towards me..
but didnt have the chance to chat a little.. cos her parents was there to drive her off..
haha.. what a nice timing..

my batch did a FMP on thursday..
cut the preparation and all..
i was a little surprise during the debrief..
perm staff didnt say much…
just a “job well done guys”..
dont know about the others.. but im proud to be part of you guys la..
maybe the only thing we suck in is our discipline issue aside la..
oh man..
this coming week will be all parade rehearsals then the final ceremony
then good friday lo..
dont know if im marching..
hope i can secure my No.1 fast
Friday was weiming’s last day with us..
he is going SF le…
i think he will fit just nice down there..
and i would tell my friends i got a friend in SF leh! haha

dear is having her grad show in suntec..
as of yesterday she got a namecard already..
pity for her.. she wasnt around to receive it herself…
last day of the show today..
gonna go take a look later on..
hope the best her.. and best to secure her career in her area of education..
if not her poly life would just be wasted in my opinion..

2 weeks ago..
shooting had a camp in school.. so we the senior went back for a gathering..
had a little bit a food…
bought myself my honeydew sago at the frequent hangout coffee shop of SRJCians..
had a chat with Mrs Christiana Tan.. she is having her second baby already.. haha..
envy her la..
good career good life…
the school has changed so much..
until a point that i feel excited to go back school to study imagining im still in SR
but i know.. human are piece of shit one la..
students now wont appreciate it.. sad

so its 27 march again..
its my mother’s birthday..
my father death anniversary on the English calender..
was in Ray house when i was so down and thinking why do i have this weird sad feeling..
i think think think think think..
cant get a conclusion until i saw the date on my handphone.. 26march 11pm
i felt like i just lost him all over again…
images came pouring in…
cannot really join in the fun with my buddies playing dota and the other maps..
hai…
i was pretty shock when Mrs Mah smsed me later the day..
she is so kind to remember this date.. felt so fortunate to have her my teacher
thank you very much Mrs Mah C:


hooray!

Some getting away

finally.. im going back where i belong..
the home of the divers haha
these few months has been somewhat a holiday to my NSF life..
fruitful indeed..
went tioman with my regular leave left..
made some new friends with lai..
remembering how NDU’s CWO used to tell us.. alot of divers convert their military license to leisure cert but never dive since their time in ndu..
hoho.. i haven ORD.. but did some leisure dives liao…
thats nice..
haven even get my cert.. i got to dive liao.. wahhaha..
Sunnycove is the place la..
small and flexible
i didnt mean the company.. but how their trip is planned..

a levels result is out…
hoping my junior's result is fine..
just wished them..
didnt asked how they do though
its also time to consider if i want to change course..
i think.. i’ll stick with Mechanical la..
maybe next time can work for 3M.. haha
its march liao..
so fast ah…
its 1 year solider lo!!
10 months to go guys..
taiwan.. some parade.. taiwan and we can start to countdown
cant wait to join my 31 for some training la..
staying at home and airforce make me weak and fat.. haha..
my IPPT is going to suffer
hope they dont take away my allowance ah.. haha
while i still got time…
its MOVIE TIME
hooyah to the last days of my regular term! C:

After a long while

its has been long.. long time..
hmm… i have been resisting myself from blogging..
its seems blogging is uncool.. lame shit..
and its spreads secrets..
haha.. of cos.. this is really true
especially in a military context..
oh well..
that brings to another point..
looks like people can know me before they see me just because i have a blog..
thats wonderful man..
what internet and blogging does.. hahaha
so i failed my agc..
back in aftc and slack..
but not exactly slack..
i some how make use of everything i can do there to my advantage
wahahaha.. im the man yo..
gym swim run.. library computer..
woohoo..
and my NSF life i not going to be prolonged.. this is the best part..
1 month in australia was alot..
and fruitful…
cos you will know who you really missed..
and these are the people i keep wanting to contact..
so if you are reading this.. and i contacted you since Jan..
i missed you! hahaha
talking about alot..
i ate alot and gain alot..
10kg!!! how is that?
i face looked like i just took 9Gs when i saw my weight in the gym the other day..
shocking for me.. sadly and true.. hai~
so.. gym run and swim is for me
the failure in agc triggered me to think of my future..
maybe i should concentrate on other things..
environment?
metrology?
science?
art? haha
or same.. engineering
i submitted my photos and money..
hopefully i can get my diving license fast enough..
i really hope to go somewhere.. to dive..
like a runaway in drama series..
once in a lifetime maybe?
haha.. diving wont be
more diving in shit waters for me..
but i hope to dive in some clear waters to moltivate me going on..
go learn diving peeps! its a whole new world underwater
it is too.. up in the sky.. when you are in control..
SEA AIR AND LAND…
save some money.. take some time.. i will off to some where for sky diving.. hahaha..
its my life!!!!
with people packed with studying.. final year projects.. and even NS..
i spent lots of time watching series these few days..
finished 4 seasons of Prison Break..
and im on Gossip Girls..
oh man.. how boring~

going back to NDU soon..
oh… how to say diver’s creed again?..
no worries i guess… the junoir will recite it all year round.. haha
and i like this.. HOOYAH!
later

For a Quiet while

Flying is fun
learning how to fly is tough.. especially when you are getting tax payers money.. haha
on the route of learning how to fly.. there many difficult moments for me..
i dont know.. just actually how i manage to screw those important moments in my life..
yea.. my dream is to be a pilot..
now that im out..
i felt im kind of lost..
because all my life is mainly to be a pilot.. pilot…… pilot………
SIA the next choice? maybe?
who knows..
now.. the more im into piloting..
the more i get impress with pilots..
the attributes they have really makes me jealous.. haha
i can fly.. just that i cant fly well enough..
with the stress of instructor … i will admin that i went haywire man..
just not good enough ba..
been here tried it..
no regrets..
i may or may not fly again..
but those lessons of these instructors will stay within me..
always..
i wish the rest surviving in 01/10 all the best.. C:


back to Singapore.. received my dearest mum brother and dear..
nowhere makes me felt like home except home.. really..
but as much i like home.. here also put me into the reality..
i have failed.. and have to go back to NDU..
got the news.. no wso chance for me.. only kelly..
oh well.. my feeling is like stirring around ..
dont know how to feel exactly…

life will be abit more lonely now..
dear have to study until graduation..
ndu guys in unit..
jc friends busy in uni.. and their respective units..
poly friends got their part to do for graduations too..
looking around.. its like.. im on my own..
haha..
i want to getaway get for awhile..
hmm
later