Longing the long

after all those talking and disappointment during training
day by day.. we waited.. dragged our ass along to clock dive time..
finally.. this day when all the combat and back pay is pumped into our accounts..
hoho!~ i can say that our hearts were lifted alittle..
finally some thing to look forward to…
32nd batch of bmt in ndu enlisted on my birthday..
the whole batch has 37 and 1 blank file..
i never realise 31st batch was so long before
our daily march is at 14 or 13 only man..

the 31st batch became seniors..
being the senior.. we realise alot of new stuff..
stuff that are hidden by the instructors to the newly enlisted trainees
damn it man..
i got that feeling that we were being cheat somehow and now.. its time to cheat on our junoirs..
the feeling sucks man
new stuff have been coming in..
changes here and there..
new phone.. new com…
but somethings just dont change..
hmm..

by right.. for us now.. we should be looking forward to our graduation..
but  but  but….. must be our batch.. the graduation need to be postponed..
oh man.. thats hell
dark clouds covers our skies everyday…
just alittle light will brighten us you know..
just like the how we can forget about the stupid no.4 for chow..
its that simple for us to cheer up..
hope they understand
2 months more..
its coming