Friday, July 30, 2010

Appreciating Appreciations

last Sunday.. i sms Mrs Mah if she was free on Monday for us to catch up with her..
as i tot she wont reply.. the next morning finally there was a response..
oh well.. somehow she dont have my number on her phone.. but she got my number la..
the anticipation on the way back Bedok South to finally see my former teachers was quite a experience..
dont know~ hmm i will describe it as a the anticipation kid wanting to see his long lost mother..
hahaha..
so there were a few teachers who Sherman and I met and talked..
after some sharings.. well.. i think i am really appreciated back in BDS.. with almost all my former teachers can remember my name..
ha.. maybe because i am one of those really few that visit the school after years..
Mrs Mah kept telling other teachers that we were her 06 batch..
oh man.. suddenly i felt we were so old already .. 21st birthday this year?.. old?.. quite la.. haha
Spoke with Mrs Mah and as always its so fulfilling telling her about my progresses and my life..
it has been long since i last came.. before i enlisted.. i came with my ‘A’ level results..
though it not flying colours.. but for her.. or any one taught me before.. i think its good enough ba..
so its almost 1 and a half year back already..
oh time flies man..
and talking of my NS life.. woo.. it will really take some of their time.. so really.. i just merely say the word hellweek for summary la.. hahaha
had a chance to speak with our DM too.. haha.. Ms Abraham a very loud name for any BDSian really haha..
its sad to realise how the lifestyle and culture that people around us or the young secondary school student had changed…
hai sad…
and oh.. she commented that i am a very humble person! hahaha
and how people should be proud and not to be Proud, arrogant in another words la..
come to this point..
i ask alot of people..
why this why that..
and i realise a very real thing about us..
how Practical should things be..
thats the idea..
being practical.. is it wrong? or it is just correct?
being practical means you need to complain about having NS?
means you cannot love someone who has no car?
means you cannot risk you life for Singapore if the government dont pay you well?
because of the word practical.. i think most of us forgot about loyalty, true love, religion, etc.
somehow when someone tell me whatever is more practical.. i got turned off easily..
its like.. being selfish rationally … why not you guys just say.. “hey~ i am selfish what!”
hmm Mrs Mah actually tell her students to come and read my blog..
hahahahahhaa
so if you are one of them .. well.. i dont know if you can learn anything from my writings but you can really understand my life.. if you are going to go through a similar path C:

NDP Preview is tomorrow..
its a national event..
im in the Navy GOH as most know..
i may not be in the first row with the President walking pass me..
but i will definitely stand tall with a Naval Diver’s pride which sadly most of us dont have..
i think i realise how important your love ones affect you or your performance on this kind of events
on NE1.. My Mother and Aunt came.. i tot its the first parade with audience that why i was so fired up..
but i guess the true reason is because they were there watching..
they may not see me.. but being there is enough already..
there was my Brother appeared out of no where just before we marched in for the parade on NE2.. i think that affect most of the parade too..
so.. how i wish these people can come and see me..
my GF!!! the real mogu
my sec sch teachers and school mates buddies.. Mrs Mah Ms Shek Mr Yao… ray darren chevy sherman kenny
closer jc school mates too junliang audrey felicia rina zhuo ying
but the utmost person.. My Father la.. he is not around anymore.. .. well he may be looking down on Padang every Saturday yea?.. haha i know that..
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oh.. i Shot for the Inter-RSN shooting competition again..
this time round.. only got 3rd for individual air rifle event..
but overall.. NDU still first la!
know whats the funny thing?..
the competition only have Air Rifle and Pistol…
but look at the trophy im holding..
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lol.. if you cant see.. its a Shotgun shooter38052_464188464288_626934288_6065345_1041890_n

haven been going MMI Physio for quite some time le..
i guess my right is starting to recover.. and soon.. focus on diving liao..
no more appointment..Zzz
went FASS with Fel and Krystal the introductory talk.. the LT got like 5 guys?
guy’s heaven man..
the place for Weeta la.. hahahahhaa
my 10 Levels is still the most powerpack blast to him la.. supported by all the audience that day C:
back to camp again..
Singing Hooya~hey Parades are Easy Day!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Little happy moments VS Tough assdragging shits

roar roar rooaaaarrrrr
its too quite here..
gonna add some live in it..
i have decided.. no SF for me..
NTU after NDU lo! wahahahahahahahahhahhaha

the whole of last month..
i experience alot of things that i cannot say in blog..
maybe becos it have too big a consequence that i cannot manage..
well well.. but no matter how sucks my life can be..
there is always the sweet part..
there was a job well done in SAF parade.. when Diver = Navy
there was our batch’s officers commissioning and return to be our leaders
there was shern’s birthday and finally.. the 5 of us got to meet up together again..
there were my secondary school buddies all botak hahaha
there was my mother and aunt coming to see me march on NDP 2010 GOH Navy
there was a wonderful night sky on the particular day.. i was a Draco constellation with Ursa major.. and i tot of the moments in fort canning with the Orion constellation
it was a very tough month for me..
but some of these few good times were what it takes to relight the fire in me..
slacking in day in day out … life have been much draggy..
too much to drag in fact.. haha..


events to come…
my cousin’s wedding is coming later..
my brother’s NUS graduation finally…
more and more parades to come… more fire to burn..
more and more dry runs..
more and more dives.. more water to pour
JOT to complete
and more important on individual level…
RSN Shooting competition..
i really hope my form will come and claim i really meant to get
hopeful to be in the Navy team again.. and the SAFSA inter formation shoot
I WANT THE SAFSA ASSOCIATE MEMBERSHIP!!!
some how Trap shooting sounds cooler then air rifle shooting.. hahha.. but thats not the point..
the feeling of hitting a flying clay VS a 10.9 on the target.. well.. i think i like the first more
may the assdragger go have more rest! Hooyah