Choice

couple of teaching weeks has past..
so many things happen
sports camp, hall camp and their follow ups..
studies took significant amount time away as well
well.. those past work that ive done never been wasted..
and memories are slowly coming back after each and every lecture..
the 2 years NS break is really something to bitch about..
but well.. im fortunate to be in the ndu community with awesomely close buddies
although I set my mind on school work full speed already..
but the distractions are always there to stir and mess around
the next para is for you ShiHui
I don’t know if you will ever come to this site again in your life..
but if you do.. pls read only when you are calm
FRANK is the word..
SCARSTISM is what the receiver got
after 7 years of knowing and understanding you..
I know how things are going.. it looks like everyone is against you…
you just lack the capacity to really see things clearly
come to a beach activity in jeans..
and eating back home when you coming for a bbq party..
who is more scarstic? oh well.. the mother didn’t know you guys coming for a bbq party?
I think of myself as Darren.. and I told myself I was lucky it wasn’t my bday that day..
relationship is not just by what you say dude..
it is by a lot of affords put into together by all parties..
time money sweat and lots of feelings
whether is it a group of people or just two person..
relationship between everyone still need that common understand there
yes this paragraph is for you.. it wasn’t discuss with anyone at all..
so the content here is purely my thoughts..
it is such a sad thing that we have to come to this state..
oh well.. I think the setting and all was really not a good time to bring him to the group?
I don’t know man..
I was only told he was coming at 2pm that day… so guess that’s the best I can do..
and it was even worst when I have to wait for you to reply me when I talking to him
commitment is a issue for all university students
commitments to friends.. many groups of friends..
to one CCA
to studies and homework tutorials..
to family members whom you will definitely left out most of the time
people are all chasing the perfect uni life they can get..
but somehow choices have to be made..
get all As?
have an magnificent piece of resume to secure your career?
have all the people in the school as your friends
how do you actually manage all of this..
if you are one of Mrs Mah-pow student reading my blog
I tell you everything that is taught from secondary school onwards will be tested when you come to uni
time management
emotion control
wise decision making
etc… the list just goes on..
but often when we are in the status that doesn’t require us to really apply it.. we don’t do it.. and the skill level drops
oh well.. you get my point with my awesome singlish
I hurt my knee for the 3rd time in 3months..
just hope it will recover soon… like really soon..
its 4 years of working hard and playing hard
having some buddies around will really help..
who are you going to let down when you cant cope anymore and need help?
but again.. with the nature of life.. politics.. friction between the relationship of one and another..
how do you tell who to trust?
deep down I know I can have 31 behind me anytime when I need help..
I hope I can do the same bros..
hai.. its such an irony… uni students have such vibrate life… yet everyone is lonely by themselves

haven been staying at home for quite awhile..
with all the camps going..
then moving into hall with shern..
time with my family really declined..
as much as I want to focus on work..
its unavoidable to think of my mum being alone at home most of the time…
how I wish my father is still around…
im feeling it as I type this…
I miss my father… and I can say im totally over with my ex..
if only~ that’s what we normally say..
every choice you make in life is somehow going to affect you in the future..
JUST DON’T REGRET IT!

im awesome.. I really feel so..
AWESOME!
later~