The Last Lecture

Im living still haha.
Im on the same bus just like every working day.
That day i finally finished reading mars and venus. Haha its ironic because the book suppose to teach the reader how to maintain relationship with ones partner. And i just fallout of one.
Its ok i guess. Sadness has its time in me. But i still believe in fate. If my kids are going to sunday school. They will eventually.

So today at this moment, i opened up a new book - a gift from my beloved Mrs Mah-Pow. Its called 'the last lecture'. I figured she knows i wont be going bookstores and buy good books to read. I did try honestly speaking. But i just dont know what books i should read. Anyway, i saw the note writen by Mrs Mah to me and i felt really loved. This is the kind of message only passionate teachers will write. I will read this book and learn as much as i can. No matter how slow i read, i will finish it C:



Moblie blogging is really something. Having a facebook account to update status dont appeal to me anymore.
I should be blogging more often with those additional percentages left on my phone. Haha. Time to really reflect upon my life

Lets get inspired!

Plastic bag

I tried my best. That was all. Thats the end. I wonder if there is any slight hope. I can say im prepared, but this is just too much for me. Tears had to give way.

Its short. Sweet. But impactful. Just like the fireworks i love to look.



May the spirit of the pheonix be with me C:

Linked

i have been off blogging season for quite awhile..
it seems abit hard to back here writing
but i will try my best..
the word busy have been hanging by my side for some time now
its really hard to find time for things i really love to do and stuff..
prioritising my time all those commitments is a serious chore
if you can have my time.. you are really someone i love to be with alot
rina told me about love language..
touch, time, gift and something else..
mine is clearly time.. spending time doing nothing with love ones is good enough
work in iras is getting easier through the days with easy going colleagues
since there isnt those tough going outings anymore haha..
not that i would complain.. but its kind of tough.. like seriously..
with people going off for their careers in life.. less and less peeps around to mingle and stuff.. so lunch alone is common..
packet food from somewhere and eat alone in the room..
shredding paper became one of the enjoyable thing to do in office.. haha..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
whole day long.. see if you can let the machine going non stop with your pile of confidential documents
and just once in awhile.. some angry people who came along will brighten your day by implanting some food for thought in the mind..
and this public service.. queue ticket and waiting time is so essential..
quality services seems to be taken for granted by so many people..
thats service sector
my taiji training is toning down..
not much of excitement in knowing new styles and strokes..
just sharpening them since i have already completed Chen-style 48
hope my master will continue to complete my 72 before i end it and go NTU
been to a few running events now..
facing new people that you may just see them once in your life.
you wont know how each of the encounter with someone will affect you..
as we age.. some how the world is getting small..
knowing a stranger might not just be a stranger anymore..
the person is just someone’s somebody
haha.. just try.. try finding someone that has no link with your life at all within this little community in Singapore.. maybe
mates around me have been commenting on my status..
oh well.. people come to me when they have troubles
and i told them to treasure each and everymoment they have with their love ones cos you never know when it will end..
just cut off from a tree you are holding on on a cliff
the negative G will drive you crazy..
but i dont seems to have the capacity to handle it myself
haha.. i hope from now on i can.. after blogging..
reflecting and stuff..
appreciation is key..
i will want to enjoy my time looking at the magnificent view.. not just waste those time turning on my camera and try to shot it down..
cos by then.. all might just be over..
interpretation
“she is working in a company that is under auto-inclusion scheme, but now she dont know if she is under no filing service or need login and click submit.”
it is up to her to make the trouble to ask. and there will always be a time frame. too long? wait for pink letter or one day she go atm and cant draw any money… then she’ll know… 2 hours of waiting time for just a simple form
C:

A LONG weekend

come to think about this..
I haven been on a long weekend since I started work..
I think mainly because I want focus to earn money so I could spend it on overseas trip
BKK with Lai Tiong Shern and Nat
Bali with Mum and Relative
Taiwan with Rina?
Brazil backpacking with Angus?
Dive trip with DD or NDU peeps?
budget is so tight and there are so much I want to do before uni terms kicks in
not all is about earning money though..
I must admit this.. having to work
to play netball in NUS
and to practise taiji
these pack my single life up and I wont have to worry about being lonely..
Squek Angus and Dbag are really spize in my life..
working with them make life so much fun
as much as dislike those time that we have to do so much to get other colleague involved
oops
things are getting better
with this new possibility
I just hope things will turn out well C:
it really shows how fate turns out to be haha
later

Let us carry it along

Hi everyone,
i just hope that every SR shooting can bring what we have learnt and cultivate during trainings and compeition along with you in life.
To my dearest Mr and Mrs Ng, i have really learn alot from you two and will always remember how persistence and endurence leads to results.
"Just focus and everything will follow"
To my batch's shooters, its a year of 21st for all of you.. hope we can gather together just like before.
To my juniors, i hope you guys can understand the attachment of us to the club, its nothing other than long trainings and tough fights. All of us knew we did our best, and thats really what we felt best for no matter whats the result. So for you shooters going out there representing SRJC, i hope your focus will be on each and every shot you make, and not chasing after results. And when it all ends, be proud of it because you have got nothing to regret about.
All the best to all of you for the competition then your 'A' levels!
You have my support even though you all may not know me HAHA..

Lin Qiang
Shoot for Legacy(CREATOR!!!)
SRSC (07/08)
Smiles with every shot C:
AWW all those memories..

Office life

Has just started working in IRAS this week..
it has been a long training period..
long lessons for these few days..
the understanding of income taxes is really important for the job.
had a few experience at the frontline already..
and it is as what Krystal said.. tiring
filing peak is going to come soon
I really hope I can handle well and cut all emotions when facing tough ones
hahahha..
oh well.. however the toughness will be..
there will be a friday chill out time outside novena when we will start release all of it in us.
hahaha
working life is really different..
its part of growing up to be a complete adult..
routine is pretty much the same. and night life really got to cut down very much
standing for half a day today made me felt the tiredness already..
but well.. tiring job had a good impact on my life..
I got into sleep faster and easier these few days..
but I hope these few days wont have some flipping nights

occassional meet ups with NDU guys are really awesome..
we will always stays top of the world when we were together..
nothing beats these happy haywire times.
suddenly all worries and at the back of our minds and we just enjoy the company to the max..
cant wait to use the bangkok voucher with the guys.. ahh..
so excited for so many things..
hahahhahaha
im starting to understand more details in life.
smile.. and just keep smiling..
later

Gather together

having orded from such a unit..
it really take some time for one to get used too..
no matter how good things is..
we are separated.. and we all missed the times we had together..
all those gathering proves it all out…
fun and laughter is endless once these group of us gathered at a place..
the purpose is not much of a priority I guess..
edward’s surprise.. felix bday.. cny visit..
all are the days we want to put extra effort to bring everyone back together again..
just hope most of us are fated to be back in camp for the same ict.. hahaha
biathlon is getting close..
its this weekend
I finally took the scary path to go for a run..
nice run.. but the ankle wasn’t that good.
but 10km shouldnt  problem..
but with the 1.5k swim..
just wait to surprise myself
Felix is going off to australia to study..
alicia leaving soon too..
quan feng is going canada for good..
terry and jonny left already..
jared is going to teach cambodian for 2months..
changi airport is so friendly to singaporean huh?
got a job with krystal’s help.
IRAS at novena ..
hope we will get a good working experience from there working customer services..
CNY..
for once in my life my friends actually come to my place to bainian..
haha.. oh well.. I hope it’s the first of many to come..
since my place don’t really have entertainment devices and stuff..
and oh.. I was so pleased when I got a msg from mrs mah..
haha.. I think Its time to go back to visit these few days ah.. mm..

fate is playing me……………………
I just want it simple…
but but but.. there is always a but