Shoot the Best out of Oneself

WWWWHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
super good day!

got our new shirts today
both short and long sleeves
cool man!
then..
i shell just talk about the results

detail 1 was the rifle girls..
they did not bad
cant blame them..
two of them are first time there
wanyin almost cross her personal best.. haha
but well good job!

detail 2 was the pistol girls
i was behind them watching at the three of them shooting..
they had grown so much..
im very impress by their standards
huiqing and amelia broke the club's record yet again!
hoho
but huiqing's will be recorded again as her is higher
mingyu have her part of success too
improved alot from her last shoot in the range

detail 3 was the pistol guys
timo did his best i believe
which is very good..
for felix and dickson both first timers
that kind of pressure and atmosphere surely restricted them alot
but all came out alright
well done man

and finally detail 4 rifle guys
hoho
i got a super 557
while lennon got 553!!!
i was like WA!!!
he jumped by 40 points man
hahaha
henry missed fire one shot and still managed to hit 540+
just imagine he made that shot a good one..
550+ too
its a clear team gold if its in the nationals

i have my respect up for all of you guys
you have done yourself and the team proud
surely from the way you carry yourself..
you have shown me so much..
we'll continue this way to fight for all north zone team gold award in june!
go on people!



thanks all for those who gave your little encouragements
i highly appreciates them
love you guys

after my result for my shoot came out..
i went jumping around
haha
smsed dear.. aud.. junliang
hoho
fel too
but i think they wont understand my feelings much
lol
OH
i bought a new glove too
its mine already... finally


went back to school with mr ng and ms lin to return our shooting gears
and then to northpoint swesens for our tradition earthquake after our meals
lots of secret are revealed suddenly..
everyone was like "WA!! huh? really meh?dont bluff leh!"
haha
its a very happy day for all my shooters
keep the spirit high and we'll be even achieving
yea!

later
CC:

Some of the Highlights

Ah Pa Chi

The Fat Ship


just imagine being sucked inside...
how i wish.lol

the butt of my favourite

my love

Black knights

no.5 and 6

this is the best i've shot.. have some holy sense in it yea?

long expecting heart shape with arrow..
we were like WOW!!!

one of the best manoeuvres too
to see more.. junliang's blog pls.. i believe his will be better..
got video somemore
AHH!





yesterday i was staring into my celing expecting a vibration from my phone..
it never came..
its 4.30 when i last saw my phone before i fall asleep
6am my mother woke me up..
its a new day
its airshow time
haha
i got everything wrong..
i wore a black shirt
i didnt bring water bottle with water cos i tot they will provide
i didnt bring umbrella cos i tot a sunglass will be enough
the only right thing is that i was going with jun liang
haha
its kinda funny...
i reached pasir ris right at the point when jun liang smsed me that he reached bedok reservoir
hahahaha
"40 mins to go" was what i said..
haha
meanwhile i wondered around the central area..
noticed that the queue is already building up..
i was like what the?!?!?!??!
its like 8+ only!!!!
airshow opens at 9.30 know?!?!?
haha
that reconfirm me that im in my homeland
jun liang arrived and we went on to the shuttle bus..
our tickets are consession passes
its kinda "sei" when all the others are holding on to the print-out from the email
haha
30mins of ride..
excitement level was climbing..
almost cried when i left the bus and step on the changi exhibition centre ground
first airshow in my life
hoho
f-15
f-16
a380
private jets
helicopters
alot alot more
WAHH!
went into the exhibition hall to collect some free-bies
and then to the sourvoir place to buy the airshow tee
hoho
a collarpin too

the time was early and we finished the tour..
so we decided to chop place to be at the first row to view the show
one black umbrella
two gay-like looking brothers sitting down..
"we are the groundbreaker man "
was what he said
haha
seated there for like 1hour 20mins
then stood for another 1 hour plus to view the show..
song man..
however just imagine some parents want their children to watch..
then said "hey dont mind you move there abit to let them watch?"
then the kids became inbetween junliang and i.
i was so damn turned off
another kid of a different blood came to another side of me
pushed me backwards
afterwhich the two kids with parents initially inbetween jun liang and i left..
a group of noisy rich kids from a developing country came into place..
talk and talk and talk and talk and talk..
in their language...
and if you know what i meant..
you will understand how it feels..
"can someone shoot them down pls?" was what junliang commented
the show ended..
we went to queue for the shuttle bus again..
slowly moving..
not bad..
my partner said we shouldnt doubt the efficiency of our police force
haha
well well
saw two cases of heat-caused faintings
wish they are ok now
saw junliang's singapore youth flying club friend
tall and cool
hm..
the day ended in hong kong cafe
a tall and yellow mango icekacang after our meals with a cup of milk tea
hoho
we were shivering when we were eating the ice
hahahaha
thats the fun of it man
took 21 with junliang..
and yea

slept from 6 to around 9..
bathed
blogged until now..
and now ..
gonna chiong hw liao..

later

Paradox

my heart is telling me
but my actions doesnt seems to correspond

you are like a medicine
once ate memory will be flushed
i want to live in that empty yet fulfilling life
but why must the effect losing out so fast
its all lies with me

i really suck man..
just imagine i can come out of myself and stone myself to death
i'll do it

Conclusion

Sometimes i wish she was you...

perhaps i forgot its all connected
i almost did everything
notices stopped me
reflections killed me

Hinder - Lips Of An Angel

Bombarded

its 15 today... lunar 15..
the moon appearance changed ..
yesterday its a bright and clear one..
almost no cloud was surrounding it..
but today its covered up by the clouds..
making the refraction changes the colour from white to dirty orange
blue glowing clouds surround it ..
holding back the moon from shining..

sad..

tried two days of loning back in school
felt really productive in my studying
suddenly i can appreciate alot of things a loner do
haha
being a loner made me have the extra space to think..
im a thinking person
those times like that really make my mind much clearer

tests after tests...
its good to know after every test what i've learnt..
i think im too proud sometimes...
esp for math
i just think that my script will be as good as the answer sheet
im wrong..
because thats suppose to be what im aimming for..
not claiming that its with me already
i learnt many lessons through these small small class test



theres a story
and it goes this way...

the trip came in.. so suddenly so forcefully
unknowingly the reptile fall into the situation
so things continue
the wonderful thing is between the trip and the reptile
the wonderful thing communcates with the two of them separately
the reptile was always right but the thing decided to keep things while things go
daily when the dark light shines
the number changes but dont seems to affect the even prime
they became to passionate but nothing can be done further to improve
just because the bad word is bonded
the trip decided to bring part of the syllbus up
but never knew it will turn out this way..
haha
this is life...




its another weekend coming..
airshow is the highlight..
AHHHH
i just cant wait for that man lol..

next week is NTU
WA
so excited... kept thinking about it man..
dont wish me good luck people..
i dont need it..
wish me all the best..
cos i'll bring my best there
AHHH




im on path on the searching for inner peace..
peace out out people
C:

later

Loner Rox!

mock spa..
chem test.. maths test... econs test.. phy test..
test test test.. hoho
what a testing week..

vday is over
total defence day is over

yesterday was fortnight shoot
gotten a new personal best at 549..
i believe i can do better...
some series are really good..
and due to some problems
eventually flunk from a possible 99 to 90
its a kind of "wasted leh!!" feeling when mr ng told me before i shot my last series
he said i was thinking of the score rather to just shooting
its yet another complex question to solve in this shooting paper..
but i think i will be able t0 figure it out by two weeks time..

NTU shoot is on 27 feb..
i dont think there will be school for me and my shooters..
giving up a day of studies..
i hope it means that we bring something back too
haha

going to kbox later with shinie shuchen junliang xuefeng hanrong lennon..
im expecting to be high..
what am i talking about man..
haha
jc life~



an hour under at the voideck besides the college i thought...
i thought of something...
something of my life..
am i fortunate or am i not?
had been thinking about this..
haha
i still chose to believe i am very..

i have been observing some of the loners in the school
i think they are real cool man..
i hope to be like that..
with a thinking of the split side of me..
haha
of cos its because my friends here is great...
jun liang audrey rina felicia zhuoying and alot more...
if they are not with me.. ha..
then i will become really cool like those loners..
respect up for them!

later

Looking from the Top

sunday..
hoho
next day is mock spa already
i think i had done alot in this chinese new year break
but alot was out of plan..
so much so that i gonna shoot myself in the leg
haha

just lo hei with my family..
love those crespies lol

singapore airshow is coming..
i think its on the friday..
i hope i wont have to scarifice anything for that airshow..
means i can go and go without any hold backs
but i think training is the one big thing..
ntu shoot is coming..
another platform to show my ability
i hope i take that






history is repeating itself..
exactly in my life..
now...
its like a repeat of last year
the same time frame..
why must this happen to me man...
i dont know if this will go on well
i hope im wise enough not to do something stupid....
haha

so am i doing the right thing?
i dont know man...

later

Eve of Lunar New Year

went school today at 6.50...
kind of later but yet its early
school suppose to start at 7.50 but ended up starting at 8.05
who knows the reason?

guzhen performances
then guitar.. daryl was the conductor haha
dance... saw audrey and felicia..
lilian dropped the fan right at the start... i believe she was panicky at that very moment..
but well
she went back into the steps nicely
the soccer guys performance...
was fun.. with the lyrics
the drum played by the jing wu men was damn fierce and cool
impactful is what i can say...
thats really the climax man
band performed for like... seconds... then
following after was the kids dance by the childcare centre...
haha
lastly the chorale...
the whole event wont be fun without jun liang by my side man..
haha

witnessed the grand opening of the library
then took bus with xf and calvin to ubin and alone to bds..
met raymond chevy kun cheng shalbiah alicia darren
then yi xiang and qiu yue haha..
they are still the same man..
all of them are talking about driving now..
AH!
i still cant..
but i definitely will
haha

caught some of my teachers..
mrs mah
ms shek
mr yao
mr lee
ms ng
had very short time to chat with them
left quite early with buddies..
oh.. mrs mah is still reading my blog..
haha..
i guess i will still be as careful with my english used here
and if you are reading this..
im ok.. not lonely and doing well..
theres happy moment and sad times
i'll always have my true friends beside me when i need them... so yea..
dont worry about me
haha

its chinese new year again..
finally a reunion dinner...
it seems so long since i have a dinner with even my parents and brother.
the expecting today has come..
im going my aunt's house to have steamboat
and im very happy about it

this is a break..
a break from tutorials
a break from lectures
a break from college
a break for the year...
this is the time where we will need to rest and recharge ourselves up
get ready for the final battle in this pre-university stage
besides that..
hoho..

US election...
i dont know why but im supporting this senetor obama..
somehow he gave me the feeling that he will become the next president.. haha
...

later

YES!

I PASSED MY ECONS TEST!!!
wahaha
its been so long since i last pass my econs test nicely
hoho

i think chem and maths test will be nice results too
well... hoping for As haha
but theres this phy..
AH!
tomorrow leh!
its the only science subject that troubles me so much...
why why why?
hai..

chinese new year is coming!!!
hoho
gong xi gong xi de jia man
gonna meet my buddies back in bds on new year eve
AH
cant wait for that
its been long since i last drank too

so much things to say..
arh.. forget it...
lost the patient to blog liao
wish my test tomorrow is a no kick kind..
pls............
lol

later