The Comeback

got back my 'A' Level Project Work result yesterday..
it started with very high confidence in myself..
in sr134..
thinking that at least one of us will get an A..
breifing started and i was damn anxious
principle told us that our cohort did much better than the previous batch
a boost of my morale haha

seperated.. and there mdm sadia was there.. calling out for 1s20
its good in a way that i really dont wish to see j lo in any instance in my life again..
somehow i think he's the worst teacher i've ever come across in my life
yea..

results.. all of sr134 got B
initially i sensed a deep disappointment in everyone..
but sheena was ok it after awhile..
rina was damn sad to lose the 1.5 points
i was damn disappointed too..
huiwen and hanrong seems ok..
i think i was seriously sad is because i see the unfairness in the issue..
due to the fact that our group really and seriously work very hard for this subject..
of cos the distribution of work isnt that even too
obviously sheena did the most and the rest of us should not complain so much..
sheena told me that B was her target.. and she is satisfied..
after awhile i suddenly changed the way of thinking..
and accepting the good grade that i've get.. B

i guess that everyone of us is somehow or another affected by our results..
yes.. the result is important..
but we forgot the fact that we have to accept the reality and move on..
at the point of time when junliang tell me no A in our class..
my heart sank..
this is because i simply equate work hard to good grades..
but in reality like what net use to say.. things doesnt go the way we all want in some ways
after i woke up from this illusion..
i thought back whatever we've done last year..
and i think without sheena.. B is an impossible target..
so i went to her and shake her hand..
thanking her for her effort put in and for her leadership
i went off to training after that


wanyin and dickson got A for their pw..
proud of you two man..
haha
and this accidental match also give us more things to relate you two together haha


shooting was a whole new feeling again
mr ng corrected my triggering
and i got a 97 at the first serie with the use of the new techique
quite a weird feeling..
but i think its only for the beginning...
wanyin told me "i used two weeks to master.. but you needed only one day"
well.. i dont know if it is so..
just gonna keep pushing myself


all my shooters are going to put one their job and post this coming wednesday and focus on shooting training.. for competitions and of cos the 'A' Level..
as a captain..
well.. what i am concern is if i've been doing a good job anot..
and this shell only leave it to my shooters to say..
jookee.. my predecessor/pervious captain
passed his stuff to me when i was elected
so now i have prepared the acumulated shooting stuff
ready to give to my successor
haha
i believe strongly that the fate of the club after my batch have stepped down will depend largely on this person that holds this respected post

AHHHHHHHHHHH i'll be missing shooting after july!



went to watch street kings with dear..
saw lydia on the way home..
its so weird..
well well..
nothing much to say too..


reality reality reality
.....................................
mr yao's word of wisdom:
hard work
aim for the top
but accept any results generously
use some time to sad/happy over the result
rest the matter
and move on!

the way of looking at failure and the way we managed it
determines the way we face out future challenges
you want to own the failure to achieve the ultimate success
or
you want the failure to own you up-side-down and in-side-out?
its your call man!
lead your own life


lets fight this 'A' Level thing together!
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
later