Medals

oh my... love it.. lol

so thats it for shooting for this 1 year and 7 months..
thanks to Mr Ng and Ms Lin their teachings..
thanks to all my shooters for giving their best..
thanks to all that supported my shooting experience
thanks to all that clapped for us..
YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i did not know what was it when Mr Ng smsed me yesterday
for a phototaking session
just after school today..
went to library's inner space..
Charles and Sandra were there.. they are the photographer and designer of our College Annual by the way
they were also the ones who took my graduating photos in BDS lol..
took Sandra's copy of the BDS year book..
how nice to see Mrs Mah, Ms Shek and everyone still there..
teachers' gonna go back again
so... i was the first to arrive..
Victoria
Sahra
Li Jie
Lilian
and then Newman
we are the representative for the college's CCA that achieved good results..
and were there to take photo for the College Annual's front page..
omg~
hope they dont choose the photo with me for that..
my smile was like ............... lol
the session took one and a half hours..
and there goes my Chemistry consultation
gonna go through it by myself again..
well well..
had a chat with Felicia then went home with Zhuo Ying
and reached home.. did some ab workout..
the shape is coming.. AHH!... how long do i need to wait man.. lol..
anyway.. work hard!
later

Frogman of the Sea

Naval Diving Unit
"Nothing Stand in Our Way"

went to NDU for...
medical check up
hyperbraic testing
lunch
pull ups
standing board jump
swim
interveiw
dinner
personality test
iq test
psychological test

got a shock when i asked one of fellow srjcian who went there too on the time that we will be dismissed..
"8 to 8"
damn!.. lol.. didnt prepare to spend the whole day down in the Sembawang Camp man..
lol..
there were about 30+ people...
they go fuck
what the fuck?
what the fuck are we waiting for?
what the fuck are we doing now?
why the fuck am i here?
fuck off man..
fucking slow sia..
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
the whole day long..
i was clearly being outcasted.. lol!!!
good experience though
oh.. dont forget their voted best food in their canteen.. haha

a week ago..
saturday.. the day was raining... and the parade was held in the suntec convention hall lobby

Father Mother and Brother have left for Malaysia with Mayor Zaino
3 days 2 night only at home..
well well..
just dirtied my pot that my Mother brought few days back
deep shit man.. lol

cant wait for the wIll run to come..
and the Nike+ Human Race 10K
and the Safra Bay Run and Amry Half Marathon
but prelims are coming too.. lol..
work hard people C:

Susan and friend!
LOL later

The Myself is back

days back.. just before physic tutorial.
Lennon trying to draw Jun Liang..
hm...
Ms Low told the class something that i think its quite shocking..
she failed her GP during her prelims in VJC..
but scored an A in her 'A' Levels..
im very moltivated after she said that..
yes.. there is still hope..
its whether one wants to take it

a suppose to be a short day became a long day..
today..
2 lessons and school ended for us..
but after lesson..
Rina called me to follow her and Jun Liang so i could give some comments..
on the way to the classroom..
Shinee Audrey Amelia Lennon joined me walking..
haha
we end up going to the classroom together..
some went singing..
some went studying..
had a fun time.. its long since i felt something like that.. with a group of people..
hope Jun Liang and Rina's audition tomorrow a successful one..
JIA YOU!!!
we went our own way at around 1.30

and teachers are having their last part of their performance...
the music were nice..
but i think the singing wasn't very good..
went to the library... tried to study..
did some chemistry H1 paper..
and just before i could complete my section A
the librarian told us that the library is closing soon..
so thats the end of my Chemistry H1 paper 2
went down stairs..
Shooting people were still there waiting for customers to sign up for the Shoot For Hope
as the same time wait for the training time to start..
i think it had been 2 weeks...
i haven step into the range..
followed everyone else into the range..
and oh~.. that smell...
where else can this be?...
decided to relieve myself for awhile..
laughed big time in the range with Wan Yin and Lennon playing the Hangman game..
then Lennon went running while Amelia Wan Yin Felix and i went to climb the wall at the fitness corner

this is funny!
thanks to Felix and Shawn for these photos!
Nicholas came back halfway through when Wan Yin was stuck climbing up the wall.. hahahaha..
had a little chat with him..
serving his NS as a Policeman..
hope he'll be fine this two years..
oh.. Mr Ng went for his Shooting competition today..
he came in fourth.. congrates man.. after so long of slacking..
back to training for like.. few weeks?
fourth.. wow.. haha
went for Chemistry time trial..
i thought it was on ionic equilibria..
damn.. it was electrochemistry instead..
well i did manage to pass it...
haha


come back to the maths lecture..
i think i finally find back the Lin Qiang last year..
during the lecture.. Audrey kept asking me questions.. and i tried to answer..
the confidence of my answering was the key..
from the common test to the midyears in this year..
i failed to bring out the confidence that i had been relying on..
and i think this factor is able to explain alot of changes that im trying to do with myself..
banding of maths and econs had take place..
in my opinion.. i think students should not be band into category by what they score in exams..
but to be band by the kind of student one is..
fast or slow learner for example..
econs banding..
im in the weakest band..
and i think that lt is a shit place and not for people who wants to score..
the first thing the lecture said was..
"don't expect much in this lecture... you are here to get your content right"
no respect for us.. its like we did something that consider a great sin..
DAMN

had been trying to watch television programmes nowadays..
i think this is a good way to link up with my parents..
and find alternatives to enjoy life..
watching television had always been my favourite during my primary school days.
i can memorise the tv timetable for the whole week.. and in any channel..
now.. i hardly remember any.. only 2-3 ba..

accidentally read someone's self help book while he was reading.. in the bus..
one habit of successful people: ALWAYS EXCEED EXPECTATIONS
i take this "EXPECTATION" as the expectation one set for oneself..
this shall be my direction..

i think the song that Jin Bing and Jun Liang wrote is really meaningful..
this two years..
you say long.. its kind of short..
you say short.. its kind of long too..
some day im gonna read all my archives of this two years..
i think i'll cry after reading it..
haha..
Be positive..
work hard and play hard..
everything with your best!
later

Quite a new look

final day of the competition..
Mr Ng and Ms Lin took this photo together..
they just don't want to join us...
results..(Zonal)
ARM - Lin Qiang, Henry and Lennon - Team Bronze
        - Lin Qiang - Individual Gold
ARW - Wan Yin, Sheryl-Lynn and Shuqi - Team Silver
        - Wan Yin - 4th
APW - Hui Qing, Amelia and Mingyu - Team Silver
        - Hui Qing - 5th
APM - Timothy, Felix and Dickson
        - Timothy - Individual Silver
finally its over for all of us..
and the time to must be shifted towards focusing on our 'A' Level..
and meanwhile.. lets wait anxiously for our medals to come
hoho

any opinions? lol.

had a rather short day today..
first time.. a friday without going to shooting..
haha missed it lots..
had a relaxing session listening to Jun Liang playing his guitar
and singing some songs with Lennon playing his Crisis Core..
went to meet dear after that..
the Central
some hair saloon..
she had a new hair style..
with a temporary perm
wooo...

but in my opinion..
there isn't much change in the overall..
nevertheless.. the change is noticable..
Dear, Yao Yang (Dear's Brother) and Mei Ling (Dear Brother's Girlfriend)

she had big becks..
even after the expansive hair cut..
so she treated me, her brother and her brother's girl friend
Pizza Hut in Marina Square..
watched Red Cliff..
nice long hour in the theater..
and the ending.............. was just some dots...
this movie somehow triggered me to have an urge to read up the Three Kingdom..
this will be a book that i will be occupying myself with, after my 'A's
later

Youth Day

went to PSC exhibition the other day..
took super lots of bags..
MOE la..
MOH la..
MTI la
MinDef la
PUB la
A*STAR la
DSTA la
Police la
Army la
Air Force la
Navy la
MDIS la
MHA la
so many la!!!! wa lao..
saw Jin Bin Victoria Felix Sheena and some other SRJCians around while moving from hall to hall
bum into the MTI, A*STAR, DSTA talks on their scholarships..
and i pretty sure that i will not be able to get any of them..
lol..
its youth day today..
went studying at One Raffle's Pacific Cafe with Rina
then kbox
had 4-hour session..
damn.. it almost took my throat away lol..
but its quite a distress for both of us..
met my some of my shooters
went Henry's sister wake at sengkang..
hope his family and he will be fine..
i'll be running in school again..
my six-pack is coming,,,
RAH!
later

This was how it ends

the day was simple..
left school after physics tutorial and then half of gp tutorial
henry went home first to take his jacket while lennon and i went to yishun..
meet henry in food court and had our lunch..
finished our lunch and proceed to Yishun Safra Shooting Range
met Mr Ng at the car park and collected our suits and stuff...
into the range..
there merely just enough space to walk..
so many people around..
a dominating group by ALSS...
some school... with their NPCC around to help open and close the door of the range..
what the?
lol
we settled down just before RJC took the site beside us at the main "lobby" of the corridor
my emotions were affected after seeing the guy that pissed Dickson off during the NUSIS..
and also.. more importantly.. the SEA Games Champion from Singapore...
Jonathon ...
OMG!!!... my first reaction... "HE IS SO YOUNG"
at an age of just 17..
omg man..
hoho
anyway..
Lennon took off for his shoot after awhile..
Henry and i waited for quite some time...
only to hear that "Lennon wasn't himself just now... he was shooting with a stone above his heart"
of cos.. i was AFFECTED..
i used the word affected because its initially adversely..
then it became a beneficial one..
just before Henry and i enter the Reporting room..
Mr Ng said, "anyway, the other schools' are very strong, we don't stand much chance.. so just shoot ah"
its a some 5 minutes of waiting time in the Reporting room before we can go towards our bay and start our preparations..
the "wasted" feeling ate my whole heart just before my shoot..
but i suddenly and just in time.. realised that it's something else..
the opinion of proving Mr Ng's idea came from nowhere and shot into my heart..
and then the shoot starts..
i know that before the shoot...
i know we got the chance and still though Lennon didn't do as well..
i know either Henry or me or both of us is or are able to make a difference..
and then the shoot started
10s and 10s and 10s...
lost count of the number of 10s though i wasn't really counting it..
and then... i know in my heart that "YES.. i can make the difference"
the air was cold.. then atmosphere was intensive....
concentrated with plentiful of competitiveness..
the Jury told me that my green stool is a rifle stand..
when rifle is on it.. at least one hand must be holding on to it..
and that bloody target card holder is damn HARD la...
all these changed my entire sequence of my shooting rhythm
each shot takes me a longer time..
but i know everything i've changed was for something...
Mr Ng almost called me out due to my sighters..
he told me to click... and i did...
one click to the right only.. lol!
during the shoot..
there were many instance of mixed anxiety..
and really.. from the bottom of my heart .. i Smiled..
and i found myself back in SRJC Shooting Range shooting for the first time without suit.. hitting 3 times bulleyes..
the feeling was DAMN great!
and that really pushed me all the way..
came out of the shooting area..
i keep smiling...
because i know i've made a difference
Ms Lin and Mr Ng were grad that i did enjoy the last shoot in my JC life..
i grad i did too..
the results...
Lennon 530
Henry 537
Me 564
i earned myself an individual North Zone Gold award i suppose..
by scoring the same score that Nicholas scored and took his Gold award last year..
we also earned ourselves North Zone Team Bronze
http://www.schoolsports.sg/sssc/shooting/results
the results will be out in the site sooner of later..
its day 3 by the way
thanks to all who wished me..
Dear... My Fellow Shooters... Audrey... Some of my classmates and Zhuo Ying
for those who forgot.. well.... nothing to say le ba lol
this mark the end of our shooting in JC
its a new beginning for me
later

Squeeze

summary of my life the past few days..

wanted to go to check it out the Comics and Toys convention at the Suntec Convention Centre..
but didnt actually went into it as i got no time..
sians.. just took a hellboy cosplay pic outside the exhibition hall..

after that.. went to orchard Holiday Inn Park View Hotel for dinner..
its on last Sunday btw..

their food sucks..


and this is a finally thing of thing...
its should be black ... ...

Nationals for Air Rifle Man is tomorrow..
just smile people..
and everything will turn out fine..
huat ah!