I love you, father!

My father went off at 0332 hours on 27 March
Funeral is done and finished this afternoon
I was in the camp for 8 days and never had the chance to let him see how i look without hair on my head
The Taxi driver was understanding enough to help me in reaching SGH in the fastest time
But still, I was just too late
From Friday until today..
i went through many many ups and downs..
There are a lot of things.. still not being done before my father passed away
thinking of those things that he promised to do, makes me really upset
Since secondary 2.. when i dropped into the Normal Academic Stream..
my aim is to make my parents proud..
bit by bit..
i tried harder and harder..
o levels
a levels
shooting
and now diver
i will work even harder now with him in my heart
Tears for my beloved father

Thanks to all relatives, friends, teachers and my bmt divers… for all your contributions

Its Naval Diving Unit

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
finally
going to Be Somebody!!!
and Nothing Stands in Our Way liao..







I’ll be a Naval Diver
Painstakingly nurtured with many years of intensive training, Naval Divers possess tenacity, grit and determination that enable them to operate flawlessly in and out
of water.
You'll be highly trained in the disciplines of explosive ordnance disposal, search and rescue, mine clearance and underwater salvage. This is not a position for everyone. Only a select few will join the "Men of Honour" - the team of professionals who display strength, fortitude and precision whenever they're tested.
Taken from http://www.mindef.gov.sg/imindef/mindef_websites/atozlistings/navy/microsites/ndu/index.html
Lets hope I can be one and come back unharmed haha
2 weeks later~

Ask yourself!

Monday.. the first working day after i collected my a level results..
i went back to Bedok South Secondary School..
i saw quite a few of my teachers who taught me before..
Mrs Mah Ms Shek Mrs Djie were very happy to be seeing my results..
good enough to enter a local university..
Mrs Mah told me that she is glad that i got those results..
and especially happy that i went down there to show her personally
i went back BDS because i think that they were the ones who gave me the final push when a levels were closing last year…
it was after my prelims as i recalled..
and i remembered crying when i was walking out of the school
im glad that they are happy about it..
Ms Arabham happens to see me when i was talking to Ms Shek..
and Ms Shek said.. “this student.. from sec 5na.. made it to a JC and then made it into local uni..”
next.. Ms Arabham requested me to come back during may..
for their post exam period to give my juniors a moltivational talk..
me?… a motivational talk?.. oh well.. im really not sure if i can do that..
but i hope my story can arise hopes from them..

i went blog hopping just now..
i went through people with good a level score.. and those who really screwed up..
i really hope those people who regreted screwing up their a levels to remember how they felt when they receive their results..
the moment of sadness disappointment and devastation…
if you guys are going to repeat..
you will need a huge amount of push and motivation to face the hell again
its really not easy.. i know.. not because i went through it..
but because im good in putting myself into shoes..
for those who decides to go private…
dont just go there because thats a easier option..
go there with the mindset of winning get the game that you lost..
we will graduate one day..
the day may not be the same..
but we all will graduate..


chat with Dear just now..
i hope her health will be ok..
more importantly..
im starting to miss her alot these 2 days..
i think because in NS i will be neglecting her somehow or rather…
but i trust that 2 years later..
or in fact.. many years down.. she will be the one that i ask the magical question
later

It is done

it was Friday..
2pm..
i dropped of bus service 55 with other SRJCians..
i walked fast..
straight into the school compund..
straight into my lovely shooting range..
the range wasnt open yet..
Amelia and Wanyin was outside with my some of my known and unknown juniors
Ms Lin came after awhile..
nervousness had his way around my body..
just cant do anything much at all
its around time..
the few of us made our way to the hall..
saw Mr Yang along the way,,
he didnt say much.. just, “you can wait and see la”
well well..
i saw Jun Liang in his Army uniform
and went forward to hug this long time no see buddy
other 2S17 guys were there as well..
waiting for Lennon..
we settled down..
out of a sudden.. Mrs Sim shouted my name loudly..
”Lin Qiang and the group of people!.. LET MOVE FORWARD!!!”
i tot what man..
lol..
Mrs Soh had her time..
and then Mr Tan took the stage..
he announced the improvements of respective subjects in terms of % passes..
followed by the top students..
the score was from 80 to 90..
i know i cant be one of them..
so i was looking out for anyone that i know and clapped loudly for them..
Oswald Jin Bin Bryan Yam Bryan Han Joanne Sheena
they did well..
and then there is the overall top student who managed to get a Straight As and score the prefect 90 full score..
its SRJC here.. and he did it..
so happy to just clap for him..
after that..

Mr Tan specially mention some of us
and i was one of them..
he said that i was from sec 5NA and manage to score a pretty decent score in JC..
i stood up and there was tears of joy again
Sheena was mentioned too..
she took up H3 econs and score a Merit for it
then there is a moment that Mr Tan had to specially mention 2 classes that was special..
and 2S17 again.. was one of them..
with a mean score of 70.1 if i remembered clearly
next.. we were to queue up to collect our result slip
many of my shooters and other schoolmates congrates me and im very thankful for that..
Audrey and Felicia gave a hug.. and im happy for their result too..
i went around to try to look for teachers..
i saw Ms Raj
she was very happy that i finally passed my GP
although it was an E.. but its still a pass..
what a relief man..
Ms Low was next..
she said that i met her expectation for acing her Physics and hold some hope for her to continue pushing her students..
hahaha
then i saw Mrs Sim at the paging room
she told me that she was the one that told Mr Tan that he need to specially mention me for what i’ve been doing last year.. and i really do deserve it..
went back to shooting range and met up with some of my batch’s shooters.. and Trendy..
went to Icecube and then Liquid Garden for dinner
and finally..
’A’ level is done!


went Marina Square for Watchmen..
”its too smart for a movie” ?
well.. go watch it if you read their comic..
for those who haven seen Watchmen before..
go read up if you are interested..
haha
next up..
Felix and i.. are ShooterRox..
Suburban Run..
the very last event before i go and serve the nation

C:
later

Its going to be there

oh.. how long has it been..

life is indeed boring and DULL without anything to do..
Camp High Achievers dont seem to call me up at all..
sad.. i’ve choose the wrong job to pursue during the break..
having stuck at this stage..
the only way to spend time to wait…
i had waited for my Chamber test that i did just now..
will be waiting for Traffic Police Driving Test..
hopefully to pass it at 1 go..
wait for A level results..
this Friday..
damn!
enlisting in March 18..
and then 9 months of what a typical Singaporean will name as hell..
then i can go flying..
having to keep my physical condition at the top
a level ah~