Freshman Year

today is the end of study week for semester 2 of my year one

its has been quite a journey..

begun with sports camp

then hall camp

then sem one and sem two

life in NTU had good and bad times

new friends from all sorts of backgrounds...

some times i wonder if a degree will really bring me somewhere

somewhere that i will settle my life with

and work there until my last breath

things that we need to do to get our grades

what if one day there are no need for such a grading system?

the world should gone haywire

no one will ever study hard for exams and all

thats the sad truth

one thing i learnt from NDU is all humans are slut..
take ippt for example.. 9.14 is gold.. most people will just aim for that and not a lesser time

put this into perspective

GPA 5 seems unreachable for most of us

but what does GPA 5 really means

some times i asked myself why people including myself are chasing for this..

im tired of finding the answer..
yes the result will look good for resume indeed..
but what else does it truly matter?

work hard and enjoy life should be the emphasis

ill try to live by it...
too much influence from noises around

be surprised how these noises changes people

not blogging is not good for me

i kept thoughts in my mind and cant unleash them

cant organise them properly

still recall those days i blog almost everyday

my mind is always clear and straight and things and decision

but somehow with the advances of technology..

iphone and ipad and all..

i became much too lazy to even touch the app in my phone

sense a need to get back my thoughts in alignment

need to

end of year 1 with 5 papers..

it will end at 2nd May

after that we all will have nothing to do

have to start planning stuff to do after

if not we all will feel the void in us..

no need to touch books and notes anymore

that kind of feeling

feeling of freedom and lost at the same time

suck

ironic it is

luckily i have trips reservist and camps to look forward to

and finally the day i should start getting my formal sporting life back

ACL reconstruction

let me fly through those fields and climb those walls

conquering all kind of obstacles again

i need it

ACL save me from my misery!

Hooyah!