Frustration

it looked so easy to me
the crutches
its really easy to use
but well.. using it reminds me of those endless evolutions back in ndu
its just walking
but take out my left leg and use crutches
the kind of intense use of right leg muscle is really a chore
compensation for the left have its toll on the balance of the whole body
one have to really been through it to understand

if not for the menicus trimming
i guess im up and walking without crutches already
the physio told me not to put stress on left leg at all
thats really a huge restriction
so close yet so far
i feel that i can walk already
but need to hang in there
2 weeks she say
hope there wont be any dragging

school work is piling up again
this time with the knee problem
i cant run
i lost one major mode of stress relief channel
sports...
just waiting for the go ahead from the doctor to start swimming
and it will all get better

getting better getting better
stay strong and keep going
hooyah!