The 7 years

it started off with lots of uncertainties for me..
at such a young age.. 14 years old..
not yet a man.. only a small boy..
just like her.. a little blur girl
there are so much that we both had gone through together
went through 4 years being a couple in the same class..
been through another 3 at a different environment where trust is highly sensitive..
at the start… no one will think we will go far.. maybe a few months?
but after 1 or 2 years .. no one thought that we will ever end…
7 years for me now.. its 1/3 of my life..
and these 1/3 of it can be considered a major part of my development as a person..
through thick and thin i learned and corrected until the person i am now..
pretty much everything i possesses were contributed by this relationship
i am a man of fate by my Father’s influence..
if its yours, it will be yours in whatever way.
our love as a couple may have turned into friendship as the time passes..
but well… we will never know what will happen after another 7 years? haha
now that i am single..
finally… i dont really know what to do with it.. or even is there things to do.. hahaha..
just want to thank all my buddies who share my feelings with..
thank you all for being beside me…
and for Shihui.. we will still be friends…
just make sure the next guys is better than me…
maybe that will never happen.. cos im the best yo! wahahaha
i will stay as nice as i am as always C:
i hope this post will remind me to be a good man

Ong Shi Hui and Fong Lin Qiang 01082003 - 01112010

Getting back the standards

So there i was training back in the range. Somehow the feelings and everything that matter in my shooting returns to me.

On Tuesday i finally broke my personal best which stayed at 564. I got 565. Thr result made the day and all the previous training worth it. So there again not wishing to score a fantastic score today. I got 574 for my first 60 which in it i had the first 100/100 series. Then 567 for the second 60. It was amazing. 2 new personal best in a week during training.
But well interformation is still far and dec dont have much training. So still got lots of training to do on my own to ensure i score good during the competition.

Hooyah to my new pb C:

Testing

Okok now got to blog on the go! Next up is my thoughts on the current hellweek. Let it finish before i really got sad and disappointed.

It left a scar on my left index finger

the plane was C130
13th to 22nd sept
we set off to what some thought useless
some thought easy day
and pointless
touch down.. bus… boat taxi.. then bus again..
finally we see some familiar uniform over in Brunei
its a SAF camp..
training starts after we settled our stuff in the long big bunk..
3 straight days of absorbing..
its really a challenge to be able to rise to the occasion
so we went for the navigation..
and then the survival
i’ll make it my way.
.mud
.stress
.despair
.lonely
.helpless
.tiring
.hungry
.dizzy
.painful
.disgusting
.clueless
.uncertainty
.troublesome
.bloody
.sinful
.dirty
.sick
.cold
.wet
.dry
.sweat
.fear
.tension
the list goes on..
during the 4d3n survival phase..
i have learn a couple of things..
survival is no joke or game..
it make you feel like nothing.. and hopeless.. no moltivation to do a single thing
out in the jungle alone.. its a way to force you to think of the one you really loved..
for me.. i think i really clear of my love already..
craving utensils on the frame.. makes me wonder of things i never thought of..
its really a good one time only experience..
after the 4d3n.. i really give my respect to those with JCC badge..
i cant really tell a story here..
but all i have remembered.. it all will flash back to me whenever i see the scar on my left index finger..
the scar that let my blood flow so fast that made a little fountain as i push a handyplaster on it..
we may have 100% pass..
but well.. i know i am still off the standard that near a pass from them..
lucky… im one of the men in blue.. not green..
but these knowledge and experience will definitely go with me for life..
I survived to tell a story C:


we happen to be under an ex-diver
also under the treatment of our trainee time PC..
haha.. had really a good time listening to those inhumane times of his
well.. at least we know we are not that tough anymore..
so complain no more la..
and oh.. we no need a ladder to climb the bed know!.. haha
that was some way to climb a bed
and at a distance from the home of the divers.. we hooyahed again for our hh-certified ex diver jungle master


beside skills and experience..
i realise i can start to see people’s good side easier than before..
i dont know how did i managed to do it.. but.. some how i realise that..
just somehow.. theres a good or nice side of each individual..
just only.. one man .. i have yet to see the bright side of him..
he is my batch f-er

after those 4d3n..
our PC Chew.. brought us to the canteen and treat us a drink..
he made a toast..
cant remember those words ..
but well.. i know it certainly force a tear or 2 out from me..
and i thought of the time back in the Airforce Career Centre interview..
”i will like to experience hellweek” C:
i see how the hell we manage to be in the military and harwire so much..
hahahahahhahhahaaha
i will regret so much if i didnt have a blue shirt on during my JOT..
and will jealous so much when i see the bond within them..
just a classic moment.
infront of the A-frame .. those few buggers..
broke the baka woods..
next moment there was a reaction…
men no in blue.. was like shit!..
but men in blue.. break out into laughter
how did we do it?..
maybe it is the yellow colour on the blue shirt ba

Hooyah to Brunei and JOT C:

Happy 21st to me and So

it was 4th of september.. it was Kenny’s birthday but the group celebrated my 21st with his..
its suppose to be a potluck.. like some will cook curry chicken.. some bee hoon.. and so on..
but well we got hot dogs. breads,tuna, chips, big can of beer 5l, bicardi that we didnt even open and drinks..
there was volleyball actions in a very good weather.. no need to bother about putting on some sunblock.. cos basically there wasnt much of it
we got ourselves a frisbee with the help of Chevy.. but the aerodynamic of it sucks.. i think the furthest i thrown was like 10m? haha
fun activities aside..
i was all hyped up for always if its sentosa..
must get wet..
at first i tot everyone will go wet with me..
after a round of survey.. no one bring extra to go with me..
but well still have Kenny to ACC me.. cos its his birthday what.. of cos must get wet la!..
so we got this small little area that Raymond and gang buried both our present in it..
its really a small area.. but the tot of get to dig the sand.. fuyo! suddenly 1cm square becomes 1km square..
i put out to dig as much i can.. but in the end.. Kenny was the one who dug out mine…
so my present was wrapped in the same wrapping paper that i receive last year.. and maybe the year before and before.. hahaha
the same Chelsea wrapper that dear brought quite alot few years back
i got my chances to guess what is in it.. but really have no idea..
well after a few cups of Golden ale.. i opened it up and its a limited edition Sony Walkman mp3 player.. the camouflage version.. or the metal slug W series
…… ok the name is Walkman W-Series Metal Gear Peace Walker Limited Edition.. cool stuff man..
it gets cooler when i installed and use it..
woooooohoooooooo..
it was a whole new experience.. it feels like using a wireless bluetooth earphone.. but without a mp3 play in hand.. really easy to use and it got a nice female voice in the mp3 player haha.. saying “playlist” and stuff..
and dear dear is as blur as always. went to her house next morning.. and there it is.. The RECEIPT! wahahahahahaha.. guys.. you all can go kill her liao..
this is us.. all of them know each other for 9 years.. and i know them for 8.. wonderful huh?
more years to come guys C:

Brunei soon hope for the best..
FATs away!

when to Jaben @ Adelphi on Friday the solo OFF day
i entered the shop and suddenly turned blank..
the shop was not any part similar to what i imagine..
so many people said Jaben is The Shop for audios..
i pictured it as a shop with many selves that displays every asset the got..
there were selves.. but they are all behind the counter..
its a one of a kind shopping experience..
its like… going to a clinic that heals your “music listening” sense..
i see people come into the shop and asked the assistant there to “save him” LOL
so there i was went in and blank..
a guy approached me in a nice way.. i told him i dont know hahahah..
”no problem! why not you take a seat first C:”
next thing i know.. i am trying out headphones
i got out of it with satisfaction.. a Denon earpiece.. and a Fiio Amp
just the kind of sound i wanted..
now i see why people go Jaben for audios..
keep it up Jaben C: haha

the 9 is coming.. today its the 5th.. the day that my contract ends..
ahh i sense my iphone is coming! Singtel.. pls have stock!

later

Appreciating Appreciations

last Sunday.. i sms Mrs Mah if she was free on Monday for us to catch up with her..
as i tot she wont reply.. the next morning finally there was a response..
oh well.. somehow she dont have my number on her phone.. but she got my number la..
the anticipation on the way back Bedok South to finally see my former teachers was quite a experience..
dont know~ hmm i will describe it as a the anticipation kid wanting to see his long lost mother..
hahaha..
so there were a few teachers who Sherman and I met and talked..
after some sharings.. well.. i think i am really appreciated back in BDS.. with almost all my former teachers can remember my name..
ha.. maybe because i am one of those really few that visit the school after years..
Mrs Mah kept telling other teachers that we were her 06 batch..
oh man.. suddenly i felt we were so old already .. 21st birthday this year?.. old?.. quite la.. haha
Spoke with Mrs Mah and as always its so fulfilling telling her about my progresses and my life..
it has been long since i last came.. before i enlisted.. i came with my ‘A’ level results..
though it not flying colours.. but for her.. or any one taught me before.. i think its good enough ba..
so its almost 1 and a half year back already..
oh time flies man..
and talking of my NS life.. woo.. it will really take some of their time.. so really.. i just merely say the word hellweek for summary la.. hahaha
had a chance to speak with our DM too.. haha.. Ms Abraham a very loud name for any BDSian really haha..
its sad to realise how the lifestyle and culture that people around us or the young secondary school student had changed…
hai sad…
and oh.. she commented that i am a very humble person! hahaha
and how people should be proud and not to be Proud, arrogant in another words la..
come to this point..
i ask alot of people..
why this why that..
and i realise a very real thing about us..
how Practical should things be..
thats the idea..
being practical.. is it wrong? or it is just correct?
being practical means you need to complain about having NS?
means you cannot love someone who has no car?
means you cannot risk you life for Singapore if the government dont pay you well?
because of the word practical.. i think most of us forgot about loyalty, true love, religion, etc.
somehow when someone tell me whatever is more practical.. i got turned off easily..
its like.. being selfish rationally … why not you guys just say.. “hey~ i am selfish what!”
hmm Mrs Mah actually tell her students to come and read my blog..
hahahahahhaa
so if you are one of them .. well.. i dont know if you can learn anything from my writings but you can really understand my life.. if you are going to go through a similar path C:

NDP Preview is tomorrow..
its a national event..
im in the Navy GOH as most know..
i may not be in the first row with the President walking pass me..
but i will definitely stand tall with a Naval Diver’s pride which sadly most of us dont have..
i think i realise how important your love ones affect you or your performance on this kind of events
on NE1.. My Mother and Aunt came.. i tot its the first parade with audience that why i was so fired up..
but i guess the true reason is because they were there watching..
they may not see me.. but being there is enough already..
there was my Brother appeared out of no where just before we marched in for the parade on NE2.. i think that affect most of the parade too..
so.. how i wish these people can come and see me..
my GF!!! the real mogu
my sec sch teachers and school mates buddies.. Mrs Mah Ms Shek Mr Yao… ray darren chevy sherman kenny
closer jc school mates too junliang audrey felicia rina zhuo ying
but the utmost person.. My Father la.. he is not around anymore.. .. well he may be looking down on Padang every Saturday yea?.. haha i know that..
my Aunt C:

oh.. i Shot for the Inter-RSN shooting competition again..
this time round.. only got 3rd for individual air rifle event..
but overall.. NDU still first la!
know whats the funny thing?..
the competition only have Air Rifle and Pistol…
but look at the trophy im holding..

lol.. if you cant see.. its a Shotgun shooter

haven been going MMI Physio for quite some time le..
i guess my right is starting to recover.. and soon.. focus on diving liao..
no more appointment..Zzz
went FASS with Fel and Krystal the introductory talk.. the LT got like 5 guys?
guy’s heaven man..
the place for Weeta la.. hahahahhaa
my 10 Levels is still the most powerpack blast to him la.. supported by all the audience that day C:
back to camp again..
Singing Hooya~hey Parades are Easy Day!

Little happy moments VS Tough assdragging shits

roar roar rooaaaarrrrr
its too quite here..
gonna add some live in it..
i have decided.. no SF for me..
NTU after NDU lo! wahahahahahahahahhahhaha

the whole of last month..
i experience alot of things that i cannot say in blog..
maybe becos it have too big a consequence that i cannot manage..
well well.. but no matter how sucks my life can be..
there is always the sweet part..
there was a job well done in SAF parade.. when Diver = Navy
there was our batch’s officers commissioning and return to be our leaders
there was shern’s birthday and finally.. the 5 of us got to meet up together again..
there were my secondary school buddies all botak hahaha
there was my mother and aunt coming to see me march on NDP 2010 GOH Navy
there was a wonderful night sky on the particular day.. i was a Draco constellation with Ursa major.. and i tot of the moments in fort canning with the Orion constellation
it was a very tough month for me..
but some of these few good times were what it takes to relight the fire in me..
slacking in day in day out … life have been much draggy..
too much to drag in fact.. haha..


events to come…
my cousin’s wedding is coming later..
my brother’s NUS graduation finally…
more and more parades to come… more fire to burn..
more and more dry runs..
more and more dives.. more water to pour
JOT to complete
and more important on individual level…
RSN Shooting competition..
i really hope my form will come and claim i really meant to get
hopeful to be in the Navy team again.. and the SAFSA inter formation shoot
I WANT THE SAFSA ASSOCIATE MEMBERSHIP!!!
some how Trap shooting sounds cooler then air rifle shooting.. hahha.. but thats not the point..
the feeling of hitting a flying clay VS a 10.9 on the target.. well.. i think i like the first more
may the assdragger go have more rest! Hooyah