A high step

NIS is over. I got my open cat team gold. But somehow when im back here reflecting. I knew i could do better. Oh well. I guess its good enough to maintain the performance with that level of stress. Besides winning medals. I also got the chance to observe our team singapore shooters perform. Watching them shoot has a different kind of take away.

Took my sweet time and careless of all other stuff happening. Peace and joy. Me and myself only in the range. I scored 582.

I know i can do better.
I will.

A roller coaster ride

I asked myself if im prepared for the shoot today. Then i said to myself. In always ready. Mao xin pulled himself out and place me for the first team event. That level of expectation is... Consumming.

Preparation time was a mess. I cant draw my rifle because i was wearing slippers. And the armour guy also mess up on where was NTU's weapons. So the ten minutes was just a standing hopelessly kind of moment. Oh well. Did my sighters as productive as i can be. First series was depressing. Trying as much to follow what coach has been trying to tell me. But the competition mood total had me. No chance at all. 2 8s that i will never forget.

It wasnt all smooth and sweet there after. Got self-mind fucked big time when i realise the 20 over shooters behind me were pistolers. And only 3 rifler at jc and secondary level. Obviously they will shoot faster. Like alot faster than me. So if everything goes as what i expected. I will have 15 mins of fame for my last series. Zzz. What the shit was i thinking seriously. End up. I finished 6 mins before time and some pistolers ended 20s beofre time. Lol. What a joke.

Personal honour to be top of air rifle man cat for the day since only those few rifle man shot. Wait to see my scores drop by each day. I know i dod my best. All the best for Jonathan and Alexander. May us clinch our own NIS title!

NTU spirit!

NIS 2012

After months in the NTU Shooting team. I finally have my first shooting related shirt.
As host and shooting isnt that easy. People say thats a home advantage. But it not in this situation. Safra yishun is home of all shooters. Especially the national team and other school that doest have a shooting range in their campus. Nis. Im in the first team by chance. I hope for the best. Wish me for the best. And let me have the best.

Going through it

One thing at a time

Have been doing alot of things. At everymoment it seems like there is something i have to do. Now. Just sit down and enjoy.

Eating this is the best. All i need to say is one person eating.

Out of time

As we going into recess week. Somehow everything comes in and take time away from me. Need to go back iras to prep for war in march. Need to do try outs for sports camp. Need to shoot for monthly shoot. Need to help out in events. Need to do singapore biathlon. Where got time to catch up in studies and for my probable love? Oh mans.

Nis in week 9 and exams also coming soon. What a 15 au semester for me.
Hope NUH dont give me some shocking news on my knee.

Teaching Hospital

went to NUH for the second time and had a total different type of experience

i had watched so much of Grey's anatomy and thought that type of medical lesson doesnt happen in singapore
but yes i saw it today

today 3 doctors looked at me at the same time and trying to understand and present my case to their consultant..
i got no idea it was going to be like this

had X-ray scan today

had a tiring time holding the pose they want me to be in..
some skyline imagining pose hahaha

interesting

got to see my bones and leg muscles

its good know to my bones are alright..

now just have to wait for mri scan and then the see how...
operations is going to cost..
shooting.. down pes? no running? oh well

tough life ahead..

Next up NUSIS on Sunday..
hope all turns up well

later~