What am i?

there are so much things going on in my head...
so confusing...
so tired...
so sad
so angry...
i am...

normally people talk to me...
to let go whatever holding them back...
after that they seems to be happy and relax...
when i see them like that...
im even happier...
haha

results now is saddening...
for me....

i have almost no time for my families...
buddies and friends too...

school ...
man...

dear dear...
also lesser time...

money ...
not enough...
im a movie freak you know...
sad that i also eat alot

somehow im troubled...

so confused...
i think i only feel good with deardear...
and perhaps talking to lydia...

tomorrow pe..
gonna let myself go..

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