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ORD lo..
and now im an umemployed..
oh man that’s with pros and cons..
wake up daily logging on and hope theirs an email reply..
and yet life isnt that aimless with those sports event coming up
just hope that I wont wake up one day and cant think of anything to do..
die of boredom is the worst case scenario

training programme for my singapore bi hasn’t been going well due to my injured ankle..
netball..
still went for it this week.. and got my ankle worst a little..
oh well..
just swim and swim and hope it gets well really soon..
friday batam cable ski and sat biathlon swim trial..
wheww…

went back SRJC yesterday..
the school has changed so much

















took only the gate with my phone..
had a photo in the range with my batch shooters..
the turn out rate isnt that much..
got to know the current teacher in charge..
haha.. just another teacher la..
no one can manage the club like how Mr Ng did
had a chat with Mrs Christina Tan
but sadly she is the only teacher there.. oh well.
just hope SR’s shooting will spark for the last time this year..
Shoot for legacy.. came along with me… and will end as it is..
later

Post Created Jan 13, 2011 18:20:19

Got the chance to host Joe from hongkong under the PAYM's exchange programme. Its an experience for me to actually host a person on my own. Kind of fun. So sad that cant go to the farewell dinner and to send him off. But well its a friendship made. He promised me a good time if i go over to hongkong in the future haha.

Went for netball again. Didnt turn out well. Got lost with fel due to the mistake of the bus driver. We didnt miss much when we reach nus high. But sadly, i ended up having a fatter left ankle. Thanks to all who helped. Its not that bad afterall. Had a hell of a time travelling back home that night.

Having the chubby left ankle. I could bearing walk for a day. And today i started walking very very slowly. I am a person who really cant stand slow walkers. Today i became one of them. I walked so slow to the extend that my heart beat shot up. Lol. But not all sad story. Slow down the walking. Slow down the pace. I see some things i dont used to see that much. Its refreshing ha

The injury really come at a bad time. Im ording. I want to wear my no.3 with my new rank. Team safsa training trial is on tomorrow. I want to be in the team. How screw i am? Oh man. Just wish someone wil come comfort me about it.

SRJC shooting is closing close. I thought my "captain's" cd can pass on at least for ten years. Devastated. Oh well. Lets go back for the last breathing sessions with my mates back in the range we built. Mm

Shoot out!

I entered the Finals at 5th place..
tie with 4th place but losing a inner 10
preparation and sighting sucks..
cos there wasn’t really time to do so..
8 mins…. unlimited sighting shots..
how many shots can one fire seriously?
without much accuracy..
the finals started..
my first shot.. 7.7 what the hell..
so I thought that’s the end.. no more 4th already..
but my shot got better and better..
cos there wasn’t anything to lose anymore.
hahah
10th shot finished..
I turn my head back to look at the scores after the commentator read my score..
it’s the same as the 4th place… AGAIN!
so I was like shit! its shoot out for me..
I thought I will get ever more stress and shaking legs and hands..
but well… some how I found the peace..
It was a 10.9 shot.. just that my rifle is not zeroed properly..
I got a 10.1.. and he got a 5.0 totally off..
pretty much it was a victory for me..
4th..
in a competition full of hot shot shooters..
I think im the only one without a proper shooting shoe..
one of 2 shooters without a tripod..
first timer in finals..
I believe I serious won champion despite of the title 3rd runner up..
wheeeeeeeee

Safsa Interformation shoot

that was some shooting experience..
leg trembling the whole way through..
breathing really sucks..
cool air around but i m sweating..
heart beats like crazy
and towards the 30 shot mark..
my left middle finger got cramped…
wooohooooo.. 564 again
so those are the scores of mine and my air rifle team mates..
its good that we at least got a team silver..
individual.. well.. hope miracle happens for me to get 3rd? hahaha.. first two are just unreachable
Finals!

New year.

Its finally 2011.
I spent the last moment of 2010 with my family. Its was just nice. Not even a celebration. Just the three of us looking over the window, trying to catch the high bit of fireworks over at the floating platform's sky. Simple. And enjoyable.

So sorry for my shooters who asked me out. I realise how much time i was outside during all those time when im attached. Didnt notice that im missing out my time at home. Im not emo. Just want to spend more of these festive season with my family.

2011 will be another challenging year. Or half a year. NTU is the place that i will call home really soon. The journey there will so uncertain from now. As all future la actually haha

Went to visit the 31 class blog. And there was this count down timer. Off to ORD in 17 days. Hahaha. Its get faster and faster when the number gets smaller dont you think. On jan 17. We will be saying wtf. So this is our 1 year 10 months? Oh man. What words can explain that feeling?

Lovely season, Lonely man

this is a review of my year.. as always..
I hope there are more to blog after ORD..
cos when all the things you have to talk about is military stuff..
there nothing else to talk about already.. haha..
had a small turning point..
and maybe afew more coming..
January to March
set off to Tamworth Australia..
had my ups and downs.
one moment I was the “best” in the course..
the other moment I was told I failed my test..
no WSO for me too..
came back Singapore had really a hard time to accept that I never can be a military pilot anymore..
asked to do some guard duties…
made some friends in AFTC..
and lost the peak of my fitness there..
and ended my regular term with a diving trip
April
it came along..
as a bird shit I arrival back to NDU..
don’t really know how things work after graduation..
I had awhile before I fitted back in..
after all the people there are still my blood sweat pain brothers..
and I crashed into the Taiwan trip
May
so we went Taiwan..
I had the luxury to sleep the most.. and do the least..
sick sick sick and just being sick..
all I know was the medic was useless..
the MO is not interested..
and senior medic was really up there with his skills
seeing people coming in and out daily.. different of my batch boys..
but im always there..
hahahha
June
shooting training started..
and more diving..
July
represented NDU in Navy shooting competition..
didn’t do well at all..
but still managed to help NDU secure the overall champion for the second year..
did my first parade..
the SAF day parade..
I remembered someone saying..
”LQ.. you are the only one who actually looking up leh”
that was enough to show my contributions to the organisation I think ha
August
NDP was the biggest thing…
city march was fun.. I think only with the Navy people.. marching and screaming with not much regimentation
hahahahhaa..
September
my 21st..
didn’t really got time to plan one..
cos all I got was.. “we not sure when we going to brunei leh”
so although I got some celebrations with my sec sch buddies..
I think its all destroyed by the JOT..
and all those terrible and happy moments over in Brunei will pour in whenever I see the scar on my finger
October
I did a miracle by scoring my personal best since 2008..
its was a two time jump..
that score will really make me a threat..
but sadly.. it wasn’t consistent enough
and my brother went for his SSEAYP..
so whenever I can… I tried to stay home and keep my mum accompanied
November
all was unexpected..
but im single from then on..
was kind of lost and confuse for awhile..
and I tot I will try to experience some single life for long.. until..
we did finish our finaly evolution and we called out ORD LO just anytime we felt like..
December
alicia 21st was really something to remember..
having all of them seated infront of me and her..
asking us about our relationship..
wao.. that was really some experience man..
hahahahahhahahaa..
saying out make me feel more extreme and that we really cleared things out..
which is very good.. for the two of us..
and I never felt better for the 2 months
I went NUS to play some netball..
and wow.. fate really wants to play with me..
just as I thought I can be with myself..
ha! I will hope for the best ba..
clearing leave is the best time ever with no worries of military stuff..
totally mind cleared to do whatever you want out there..
the freedom..
the control of life..
its so damn powerful
New Year is coming..
I don’t really know what to expect
but I know the day when I ORD.. if I don’t cry out loud..
I’ll be doing it inside.. hahaha..

going to start learning Tai Ji Quan real soon..
and its damn cheap… $45 for 3 months.. woohooo..
such a deal.. who will want to learn muay thai? hahahah jk.
about RS.. it will be great if I can make the girl I like say pick me, choose me, love me….
WAO.. blow my mind away yo!..
hahaha love stories are just nice aint it?

seriously after being in a rs for so long..
its really quite hard to go through some shit in life alone..
it really sucks..
but well.. as I told jl.. its my time to go through la..
suck it up and go
hai for all I can..
I will go through it..
I can go through it…

after this post.. I should stop syncing my blog with fb..
if not no one will ever visit my blog already..
the traffic is so miserable.. zzzzzzzz




well well..
have a Happy New Year!
later C:

2, 6 and go!

there was it.. we did it sweet and nice..
impressive in fact wahaha..
im so proud of that myself..
we into this countdown moment of our NS term..
it’s a really fruitful journey for me..
I will always think back my time in the Air Force Recruitment Centre interview room..
I glad that I told them that I wish to try on NDU’s Hellweek
”how tough can that be anyway” was what I thought..
and from 18 march to 11 nov 2009.. I experienced what 1G Divers training was like..
the toughest of all in this new generation..
and after all those sick shit tortures by the MAN…
I realised that hammering is an art..
not all can do just like what he did to us..
more cannot be imagined what he used to do to our seniors
I went on to RSAF after getting the honourable badge
failed.. but it was so much fun pulling Gs and all..
and I landed C: haha
got a chance to go for a subsidied dive trip with lai..
that was long since I last dived..
and then I realised.. being in water have been second nature to me..
back to unit..
did the nation and SAF a favour..
I thought since I cant fly pass padang.. I can at least march as the Navy’s best
went taiwan and became the legendary CO attend C.. did almost nothing else beside being IV by the MO
tried on Brunei… and felt so lucky im a diver.. not some jungle man..
and then the very last evolution that we aced it together as 31 UDT
promotion from cpl to cfc meant something to me.. maybe its just me..
but well I appreciate every good things that happens to me..
still a positive person I guess..
I look through all my military stuff…
uniforms.. and attires
from navy.. divers to air force pilot trainee stuff..
wow its a lot of shit there haha..
more to come are those ORD gifts and photos
equate us as frogs with trident, bomb and wings..
frogmen for the sea..
such a small community by ourselves
how I wish those old times can be passed on…
listening to hooyah greetings daily
seeing some trainees kena hammered on the field or parade square..
such a culture will be nice…
I enjoyed my time on boats..
in NDU or out at the sea..
obm running and my set on mianbao..
riding for a purpose
those strong wind can refresh me anytime..
if only I can buy one zodiac boat and a obm myself.. go some riding once in a while.. haha..
will only miss those squeaky time on the boat with my buddies

there will be a bbq with our dvs instructors..
haha.. I think it will be fun
and then the ORD event..
and the element of bring a date…
wow.. tough one.. since im single already..
need to start finding one soon!

just if you happen to pass by here my lazy ass batch boys..
read one more time before ord la.. hope it brings some memories to your head
it’s the Diver Creed
I will swim faster, run further and fight harder from the sea, air and land.
I will fight with all my might and bravely overcome the enemies in defence of my land.
I will carry out my duty with HONOUR and INTEGRITY.
I will care for my team mates and I will never leave a fallen comrade behind.
Loyalty, Courage, Integrity and TEAM SPIRIT distinguish me.
I am a Naval Diver, Frogman from the Sea.
Hooya!
NOTHING STAND IN OUR WAY!

later C: