Tuesday, December 04, 2012

The return of mianbao

the fire in me has been staying small for a long long time
exams coupled with all the physiotherapy shit
i was told im ahead of time for my knee recovery
and will be able to run on my own this week onwards
i have waiting for this week for 4 months
its really an self-achievement
week after week of physio
shaggg

im glad i discovered TED.com
and found an alternative source of motivation in these dark times
with all my friends busy studying
and my 6 papers to face
as well as those annoying knee problem
its really hard for me
but i guess i have to stop asking myself why me
and ask why not me?
just like how i learn from TED
i was hit in the left knee when im at the top of my fitness
and i saw all these opportunity went pass and gone forever
the video...
bought back my memory of my air force times
when im there in Tamworth Australia doing my air grading course
the day that i failed my flying test
was the day the doors of  many other opportunities opened

my knee is my life
just like any other part of me
let the new knee help me embrace the new life ahead

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Walking

brace is finally off for a few days now
slowing getting back to shape for normal walking
every step i took
i know its a step closer to getting back on track
the goal is there i will i achieve it
i know its coming
its coming

i got the chance for an interview with keppel offshore marines last week
i turned it down
for some reason i believe i cant get into my formal wear and down to tues
and they person who contacted me suggest that i try on the next window
which is on Jan
oh well
we shall keep that in view

Programmer of SU20 is formed up
pretty much going into shape soon
hope for the best for my subgroup
and hopefully it will be as good as GG.sg
haha

been through that kind of selection process
and knowing that last year my seniors did about the same thing
the thought is just funny
imagining people commenting about you in a room
considering your capabilities and stuff
haha
its damn good to be senior

went on to ns.sg
realise my status is permanently down pes
its so tough
to decide if i should up pes again so i can join back my frogman family
but again
the road ahead is fully of uncertainties
sigh
one injury so much problems

Friday, September 07, 2012

Frustration

it looked so easy to me
the crutches
its really easy to use
but well.. using it reminds me of those endless evolutions back in ndu
its just walking
but take out my left leg and use crutches
the kind of intense use of right leg muscle is really a chore
compensation for the left have its toll on the balance of the whole body
one have to really been through it to understand

if not for the menicus trimming
i guess im up and walking without crutches already
the physio told me not to put stress on left leg at all
thats really a huge restriction
so close yet so far
i feel that i can walk already
but need to hang in there
2 weeks she say
hope there wont be any dragging

school work is piling up again
this time with the knee problem
i cant run
i lost one major mode of stress relief channel
sports...
just waiting for the go ahead from the doctor to start swimming
and it will all get better

getting better getting better
stay strong and keep going
hooyah!

Thursday, August 09, 2012

Physio

Went physio for my knee yesterday
i knew it was important but thought it would be easy for me
it aint that easy to control those muscles without the tendants there
and the new graft in my knee now have no join with the bones so i have no choice but to wait
lai ah.. lets do some physio!

Monday, August 06, 2012

Baby steps

im beginning to walk again
without crutches
yea man.. the feeling of walking without that equipment feels good
feels that im alive again
i felt that i can do more and more
feel like going for a ride
for a run and stuff
but it aint that easy as positive i can get
haha
appointment tomorrow to have my bandage removed
soon.. its coming

Wednesday, August 01, 2012

Road to recovery

Life will not be that easy for me after the surgery today
My acl reconstructure was performed and it went smoothly
Mother and dear was with me all the way. So much thanks to them
Not forgetting many msgs from friends too. I ask dear to take a photo for me of myself to let me remember of this pain that i current suffer. So as to remind myself to constantly becareful when doing sports in the future
I am positive and i will be back in action soon. I will be persistent and be at my top during all physios.
I can. I will. I do. Hooyah!
Nothing stands in my way!

Monday, July 30, 2012

SU19

Sports Unlimited 19 has finally come to an end
and i went through it as programmer for the first time
shag is shag.. but as much as we dislike the shagness
fun does stick along with it
seeing all our hard work paid off
events after events and a long distance relay run
defying all odds and all the shouting like no body business that showcases that progs rules is amazing

however, some of the senior progs will be leaving us, lets hope to see all of them back during our world lunch and camp preparations
promoting to senior level now
i believe all of us have part of them thinking if they can actually pull another event off just like our seniors
much expectations will be placed on us from now on SU20 programmers

well.. its 2 days before my surgery..
and im scare
perhaps this will be another life changing point for me
all the best to me

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Inter subgroup games

Its was a good initiation by the chief progs to organise the inter
Sub group games. Initially i thought the idea was kind of lame. We playing against the other subgroup of how many people only. What fun can there be. But it all turns out quite fun when most of us are jacks or all traits. And within any subgroup there bound to be some stronger ones to support the group. GG.sg managed to win almost everything. Freesbie. Relay. Captain ball. Just not the mummy thingy haha. Great time to bond i must say.

Sunday, July 01, 2012

Bike mount

I made a phone bike mount on my bike using a icecream box and a goodie bag string lol

Saturday, June 30, 2012

End of 31st batch first chalet

so thats the three weeks of in camp training
with excuse diving and ippt
i pretty much got nothing to do
but to report there and sleep
do abit of recording and attendant work for my batch boys
time in camp is like a escape of the outside hectic life
i guess everyone had a good time together and break from the stressful time out of camp
the only pity is not all 31st batch of divers could get back together at once
or it will be a much haywire time

5 more high keys to go
i am still in the grey zone of whether i will still be in NDU after my surgery
as time get closer to the operation day
more fear is taking over me
to know the next day i may not be able to walk like how i used to work is starting to get daunting
with the diver heart of mine.. Nothing Stands in Our Way
hooyah to my knee my heart and mind



yesterday we went to the new Ow Meeting Place near tiong bahru
and as usual all those things we talked about is still the same old batch stories
while we happily reliving those times
a group of about 10 men was gathered at the table beside us
its just look like what we will be in 20 years later
batch boy coming back together to talk about the nonsense we had during our NS time



Friday, June 22, 2012

First high key

its such a enjoyment in camp
when im excuse diving and excuse ippt..
joke.. and i cleared one high key doing almost nothing
gym and swim only
awesome

Monday, June 18, 2012

It all turns out just fine

in camp training
senior camp
zhimin's 21st
all turn out just fine for my timing
and work load
as tiring as it get
i tried to find time to rest as much as i can
war x is quite a good one
positive feedbacks from gls
yet to hear from the seniors
will fine tune it
unit problem is getting on our nerves when you enter camp and nothing to do
next few days will be packed
progs stuff will also going to busy until the camp is over
and then i will be confine to myself for a long long time for my knee to rest

Saturday, June 09, 2012

Pre seniors camp

Finally finalise all the paper works and timeline of the camp
One more week to bingo while i get back to my uniform for the first time in something more than a year.
Tall and proud i will be. As i may not be able to have that formation badge on it it anything goes wrong with the medical review board.
Looking forward to reliving our pass moments. Try-outs and lastly 21st for my girl

Monday, June 04, 2012

Get my fitness back

reservist is up next week
back to military life for 3 weeks
but my fitness level is all down to the drain
just this morning i was early and running again
i cant see myself running non stop for 2km
damn shit
i could also felt if when i was at National Vertical Marathon helping out
the worst part is that my helping is not even helping much
lol
i will have much to catch up for the 3 weeks

Friday, June 01, 2012

Old Partner

today lunched with zhou ying at old airport road
and i see people one after another passing by me taking away many Lao Ban Soya Bean Curd away
they have this special taste and the satisfaction one gets after letting the smooth dessert down their throat
and i came to light
no one will ever be sick of their soya beancurd

supposed to meet up with buddies from Damai Primary School
unfortunately something poped up and it was off
oh well
next time then

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

A People Person

its 9+ am and i was on my screen watching Good Morning Singapore this morning
it was a special kind of feeling watching my brother in the tv instead of beside me infront of it
he was awarded PAYM's Individual Award (Meritorious)
an award only given to 8 individuals among thousands of youth leaders
very prestigious indeed
i believe my father would be so proud as my mother was when she watched the 17 mins video of Good Morning Singapore with me a moment earlier

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Techie me

i rearranged my desk again as my brother doesnt use the house desktop frequently
so now my desk have one pc and one mac with total of 3 monitors
cool shit
used some time to fix everything together
imac still have its external monitor.. but now a bigger one

finally decided to dissemble the first computer's cpu that we have got in this house
then started to look into things that can be made from a cpu
but i didnt really turn out good for now as those stuff needed more items and equipments to ensemble
did successfully make a usb fan from a cpu power supply
haha

Thursday, May 24, 2012

a taste of first class honour

got back my results this morning
unsealed it with the east sider progs in 85
B+ A A- A-
its a damn good results all my friends will say...
but im just feeling unsatisfactory somehow
those grades gave me a 4.5 for this sem's gpa.
a first class honours results
oh well i should be happy with it but just not totally
zzzz
looks like the bell curve really is a bitch

another reason of the unsatisfactory feeling is due to the fact that this semester i took a least possible number of academic units in my entire uni life.

i really down with a flu and some throat stuff...
just woke from a 4 hour sleep..
wwheeeww

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Ill

there was a straight sequence of event that tore me apart
xphysique was quite a success and bis mag are glad with the happy faces from the participants upon receiving their goodie bags
sending out the volunteers and then waiting for the participants to come by..
followed by the packing up and home sweet home
i went home then then next day was the progs GM
wei rong send wen xin me and chief back
there are still many unresolved problems in my event
hope all will be done by the next one
slept like a knock out in dear's house on her tilam..
awesome sleep
rarely i could sleep that deeply
its just awesome
and today there will be progs item
but im having this bad throat day..
life's hard

later

Monday, May 14, 2012

Fallen

I had to admit i had to fall. Without the long dependency with the suit and shoes. These equipment was taken away with all my stability a shooter possesses. Without it. It will take another few months for me to get back in shape again. So i backed out of the singapore university meet this coming saturday. I wish for the best for the team and my future shooting career.

Sunway progs retreat

Back from sunway lagoon. Su19 progs retreat. Cant summarise with just any sentence.
Long ride to and back.
Sang until kinda high in red box. Comfortable time watch nania with hotel room mates. And then followed by resident and huanted changi with the rest of the first wave progs. Waiting for second wave people to come.
Second day was mainly themepark and water fun. Now everyone knows im scare of rides. Haha. Ask until tired to ask me for other rides. Had one mild thrill ride and i screamed like a loser. Hahahh. Ep got the first hand experience. Didnt get what i wanted to do. Flow rider. They have a smart way to chop us hard. Oh well. Best for me was the water slides. Pool cold swim for awhile before dinner.
Back to the rooms and when we all had our little test with alcohol. I knew everyone of the senior was aiming to see me fall. I gave it to them with a good show. Hahah. And i earned my good night sleep.
Next day was the last day there. Woke up with an early morning swim with the girls while zh and adam join us after their gym. Good photo shoot too with trina's photography. Bathed and shopping before snacking for lunch and tada home sweet home.

Tuesday, May 08, 2012

Revisit the Home of the Divers

so i there early at east point mall waiting for chong and shane to come pick me up
before we head to kokfeng's place to have him join us
we reached our camp and saw shern jk and felix there already
so we had our passed changed and enter the camp
i had quite a mixed feeling
going back such as place of love and hate..
where i built up who i am and found blood shed brothers
it was also the place that i felt the worse type of torture but all for a greater good
we saw this time capsule that wasnt there before we left
its quite a nice logo there with Home of the Divers

i was first to be examine by the medical personnels and kept hoping for the best
until its my turn to see the Medical Officer..
he was quite a helpful guy
we knows that i really want to stay in NDU and with this injury of mine..
it make it hard to do that..
so he did help to write in and quicken the process of my issue..
hopeful in a year's time i will be back and ready to be review by the boards of specialist
it was really sad when he told me i wont be that fit as before anymore
but its the truth i got to accept
Hooyah to Capt Dr Teng of the Diving Medicine

it is also chin's birthday today
and we were teasing him with his intention of having his meal in the cook house of NDU
COS ITS FREEE
hahahaah.. we had a good time laughing and continued at Astons in sembawang shopping centre
this is also the first time i had to play the anti social game..
whereby everyone of us puts our phone together in one stack and the first person who touches his phone will get the bill
glad that no one got the pay the whole $160 bill hahhaha

NDU... loves~

Wednesday, May 02, 2012

Out of Hall

finally it comes to the day i need to move out of hall
things packed and stuff.. somehow i felt such an attachement to the room
room is still a dead room.. without shern with me
life wont be that fun and interesting for my year 1 in hall..
i must say part of me still mingling in 1243..
oh well

have been dumping things around at home..
with more stuff that i brought back from hall..
life in the holidays will be packing and throwing a whole lot of stuff man..
so many things that i want to throw away since forever
but these items consist of all those memories
one just cant simply throw them away

my books and notes.. i kept all of them from secondary3 until now
one by one.. all will have to go
pick it up one by one..
have a good smile and recycling bin they go
i hope it will be fun and fulfilling

later

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Living in JC's lie

why people dont understand the reason behind studying
exams dates are set since the day before their first lecture begins
time time time.. they always complain they no time and all..
but it become clear where their time went to when you look at their social media accounts
tons of comments and status suggesting people to pity them cos their life is so sad
no time to study
so stressed up yet no energy to work on by
why why why like that?

one thing is damn true..
we are all living in the JC's teachers' lie
ALL WILL BE EASIER IN UNIVERSITY
oh well.. not totally true.. but its a whole lot of it
being a undergrad
you are an individual going to graduate with a degree
once you hold a degree.. no matter how your results reflected
people you know you have a skill
especially for technique degrees like engineering
you possess the skills and knowledge
and we all know how exams are conducted
no cheats little formulas given and students are all stressed up and may forget one or two things
and hence people come out with C grades and stuff
but at the end of the day you still possess the skills
employers will still hired you
and we will still get a job
so come on..
study hard and leave the results as it is
we will get somewhere eventually

hooyah!

Friday, April 27, 2012

面壁思过

When you have time.
When you have post its.
When you need to study.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Deng~ and Junked

where does all these junk mails come from?
recently i started to receive a lot of them in the email that i want to exile...
but some how people just dont want to update my email address hence deleting it will be a chore

Mid point

Aww went home after 3 war papers. Fought hard is ok. Leave some ingredient that i brought back from hall. And mum implantes delicious into it!

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Monday, April 23, 2012

Theorems

Exams finally started
started badly
maths was quite a hard one
astronomy coming soon..
still got an hour to waste on games and stuff
exam period is just absolute boredom

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Lag Jack

went to massage at suntec yesterday
i guess my massage required standards is really up there
and i wonder why she need to wear a glove for that seriously
without glove is so much more comfortable
and really got issue with that part when she assume that im asleep during the session
i never sleep during a massage
i cant sleep that easily although i always wish i could
oh well

3 days without books and notes now
guilt is one thing
confidence is another
i hope i can sustain until the last day to not touch my notes
living the truth in me

somehow watching movies and tv sitcoms can help revisions too
shows like angels and demons davinci code big bang theory
are really revising concepts and history of astronomy for me haha
deadly week ahead.. going be killed by boredom soon
later

Friday, April 20, 2012

Exam period crisis

staying at home the whole day
watching movies
how i met your mother and big bang theory
oh man.. life is so bored when your peers are all studying
even more so when your doctor confirm that your acl torn and stuff
the need to minus the sports activities is shit
need to wait until august is also quite shitty
oh man.. life have his sucky times

i tot i would find someone confident enough to say they are done studying with exams and no study any more in NTU
im sure there are these few people..
just hope that one day i will get to know some of these people
so when exam time comes
we could hang out

good things is that my secondary school mates are yet to go college
hahaha they are all serving NS now.. if possible they will be my source of hope in weekends

later

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Surgery

finally set the date on 1st august
there will be a new life waiting for me after sports camp and before the start of school term for year 2
ACL reconstruction and alot of physio to do

Fonts~

whats with the difference in font man.. testing~

studying in NUS Utown now.
say what.. really nice environment here
locals here really dress nicer than back in NTU
foreigners is still the same
study areas are as packed as well
oh well

later

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Eutectic?

7am
7.30am
8am
9am. i dont seem like im going to be waking up
but i was awake
back to those days of terrible sleeps
need to drag myself out of the bed
its a chore
cant help it
today i lose it.. no more studying for me
i cant do it anymore
but what else it there to do?
i felt confident about the exams
but what if it dont go my way
yet again.. it somehow usually go my way
haha

im worried
worried about what can become of my knee
tomorrow i will head to NUH and tell them i want the surgery
31st july or 1st august
1st angust? haha.. what a day uh?
i feel that i need to do it as early as possible
dont want to drag
sometimes i asked myself why did i sign up as a programmer?
but what if i didnt? haha
i will be more of an inferior person

exchange exchange exchange
is such a thing undergrads wants to chase for
the global experience
the moment you have to say bye to your family and friends and out for months in a foreign land
mixed feeling indeed
for girls.. i think thats when they will truly learn about independence

there is still this part of me back in camp
back in ndu and air force
i imagine myself being a specialise and commanding all these young chaps who just got enlisted
and telling them about my story as a 31st batch trooper
i imagine myself learning how to fly a new aircraft side by side with lai
and leaving for dive trips with my best synced dive buddy
but im here in ntu
studying and wasting money
i begin to see why people like bill gates and steve jobs dropped out of college
degree dont benefit these people at all
but who am i to say i match up to them?
thats the dream we all should have..
thing of the possibilities out there even without a degree and an university life

i miss Bedok South
ICARE
i miss SRJC
to learn to serve
i miss NDU
nothing stands in our way

later

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Revived

Took out my shoe. Put on my navy singlet and i ran. I ran the park connector that led me to east coast park. There. I sat on the huge rock for god knows how long it was. The sensation was good. I was revived there. That very moment. White washes bubbling up on the rock. Kids playing behind me. Rain drops on my face. All those dull in my was cleared away. I wasnt wrong that i missed the sea. Now i know. I cant live without it. Without having to enjoy sea breeze once in awhile. It that kind of relief that i felt. Blow all the troubles away.

Good run. Good weather. Later

Friday, April 13, 2012

Freshman Year

today is the end of study week for semester 2 of my year one
its has been quite a journey..
begun with sports camp
then hall camp
then sem one and sem two
life in NTU had good and bad times
new friends from all sorts of backgrounds...

some times i wonder if a degree will really bring me somewhere
somewhere that i will settle my life with
and work there until my last breath
things that we need to do to get our grades
what if one day there are no need for such a grading system?
the world should gone haywire
no one will ever study hard for exams and all
thats the sad truth
one thing i learnt from NDU is all humans are slut..
take ippt for example.. 9.14 is gold.. most people will just aim for that and not a lesser time
put this into perspective
GPA 5 seems unreachable for most of us
but what does GPA 5 really means
some times i asked myself why people including myself are chasing for this..
im tired of finding the answer..
yes the result will look good for resume indeed..
but what else does it truly matter?
work hard and enjoy life should be the emphasis
ill try to live by it...
too much influence from noises around
be surprised how these noises changes people

not blogging is not good for me
i kept thoughts in my mind and cant unleash them
cant organise them properly
still recall those days i blog almost everyday
my mind is always clear and straight and things and decision
but somehow with the advances of technology..
iphone and ipad and all..
i became much too lazy to even touch the app in my phone
sense a need to get back my thoughts in alignment
need to

end of year 1 with 5 papers..
it will end at 2nd May
after that we all will have nothing to do
have to start planning stuff to do after
if not we all will feel the void in us..
no need to touch books and notes anymore
that kind of feeling
feeling of freedom and lost at the same time
suck
ironic it is
luckily i have trips reservist and camps to look forward to
and finally the day i should start getting my formal sporting life back
ACL reconstruction
let me fly through those fields and climb those walls
conquering all kind of obstacles again
i need it
ACL save me from my misery!

Hooyah!

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

A high step

NIS is over. I got my open cat team gold. But somehow when im back here reflecting. I knew i could do better. Oh well. I guess its good enough to maintain the performance with that level of stress. Besides winning medals. I also got the chance to observe our team singapore shooters perform. Watching them shoot has a different kind of take away.

Took my sweet time and careless of all other stuff happening. Peace and joy. Me and myself only in the range. I scored 582.

I know i can do better.
I will.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

A roller coaster ride

I asked myself if im prepared for the shoot today. Then i said to myself. In always ready. Mao xin pulled himself out and place me for the first team event. That level of expectation is... Consumming.

Preparation time was a mess. I cant draw my rifle because i was wearing slippers. And the armour guy also mess up on where was NTU's weapons. So the ten minutes was just a standing hopelessly kind of moment. Oh well. Did my sighters as productive as i can be. First series was depressing. Trying as much to follow what coach has been trying to tell me. But the competition mood total had me. No chance at all. 2 8s that i will never forget.

It wasnt all smooth and sweet there after. Got self-mind fucked big time when i realise the 20 over shooters behind me were pistolers. And only 3 rifler at jc and secondary level. Obviously they will shoot faster. Like alot faster than me. So if everything goes as what i expected. I will have 15 mins of fame for my last series. Zzz. What the shit was i thinking seriously. End up. I finished 6 mins before time and some pistolers ended 20s beofre time. Lol. What a joke.

Personal honour to be top of air rifle man cat for the day since only those few rifle man shot. Wait to see my scores drop by each day. I know i dod my best. All the best for Jonathan and Alexander. May us clinch our own NIS title!

NTU spirit!

Monday, March 12, 2012

NIS 2012

After months in the NTU Shooting team. I finally have my first shooting related shirt.
As host and shooting isnt that easy. People say thats a home advantage. But it not in this situation. Safra yishun is home of all shooters. Especially the national team and other school that doest have a shooting range in their campus. Nis. Im in the first team by chance. I hope for the best. Wish me for the best. And let me have the best.

Friday, February 24, 2012

One thing at a time

Have been doing alot of things. At everymoment it seems like there is something i have to do. Now. Just sit down and enjoy.

Eating this is the best. All i need to say is one person eating.

Out of time

As we going into recess week. Somehow everything comes in and take time away from me. Need to go back iras to prep for war in march. Need to do try outs for sports camp. Need to shoot for monthly shoot. Need to help out in events. Need to do singapore biathlon. Where got time to catch up in studies and for my probable love? Oh mans.

Nis in week 9 and exams also coming soon. What a 15 au semester for me.
Hope NUH dont give me some shocking news on my knee.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Teaching Hospital

went to NUH for the second time and had a total different type of experience
i had watched so much of Grey's anatomy and thought that type of medical lesson doesnt happen in singapore
but yes i saw it today
today 3 doctors looked at me at the same time and trying to understand and present my case to their consultant..
i got no idea it was going to be like this

had X-ray scan today
had a tiring time holding the pose they want me to be in..
some skyline imagining pose hahaha
interesting
got to see my bones and leg muscles
its good know to my bones are alright..
now just have to wait for mri scan and then the see how...
operations is going to cost..
shooting.. down pes? no running? oh well
tough life ahead..

Next up NUSIS on Sunday..
hope all turns up well
later~

Knee

Wait wait wait...

Friday, February 10, 2012

iPad2!

Blogging with ipad now~ testing testing. Wow. I can edit html straight from here yo! Thats nice hahaha

Passion

had the first quiz of the sem and it was bad
damn bad..
i felt like i know nothing about math at all..
oh well

shooting competition is getting closer
nusis
and i just break my personal best yesterday 577..
its really a descent score to be representing NTU now
as much as the training can bring me..
competition itself will be taxing...
the amount of focus needed to forget all those expectations..
its going to be tough..
love that kind of stress..
may i rise up to the occassion once again

forever alone day is coming..
im glad to have her around for me to call it valentine's day..
love you zhimin.. i know you will read this C: <3

later!

Friday, February 03, 2012

picking up pace

finally bought dear to foot reflex..
i think it was quite an experience.. there after feel so shoik.. so light.. so tired hahhaa..

after staying so long in the west.. nothing beat the east..
the people around are so much "better" not say singaporeans are different..
maybe just alittle when you travel over from the east to the west ba..

next week will see the first quiz of the semester..
this sem is chill enough and i think i made the right choice doing so..
with nis2012 coming.. and then sports camp..
not forgetting singapore biathlon.. 15 aus is enough to see through this sem..

holding distance point of 8 and shooting club school team of 7.. it made up 15 for hall points..
lets pray hard the cut off will be chill for hall 13 ah.. haha

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Standing still

Training today was good. I managed to maintain 570. Got 572 this time round. Quite a decent for me. Starting to get used to the new teachings on shooting methods. Have alot more inner tens as i shoot. Hopefully i cannot really represent NTU to shoot some time soon. before i start to lose the spirit and lose it all entirely.
Later

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Monthly shoot

On my way to safra yishun again. After one year finally going back there and shoot. Waking in a Sunday morning is a chore. Ever since i stopped going for taiji. Sunday have been such a rest day for me. Oh well. I guess commitments have its way. Going yishun from home feels like going back to camp. Aww. Back then i was fit and health weith good limbs. One injured knee can really change me around. Knee knee knee. Its has stopped me and restricting me in everyway possible. The fear of losing everything is terrifying. Feb pls be a quick one. I want my life back!

575. Hmm. I think its a very good result. Given the amount of rush i had for being blur and stuff for the first monthly. Haha. Looking around for my rifle and luggage. shooting behind a rjcian. Starting to shoot ten mins pass official start time and lastly. 8 sighting shots only. Woohooo

Later

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Crash

Went to waterpolo ihg knowing that we will have a tough time. We did have obe hell of a time there. But the worst thing is i got myself a injury. On the same bloody leg. Haiiiiii.
Zodiac says snake will have a bad time on water. Ultimate saddness.

Swimfest

Saw this poster along the way back hall after lesson. Im so interested. But who will go with me?

Monday, January 23, 2012

Mobile blogging. How cool?

So i just downloaded this blogger app and trying out.
Hmm. Can blog on the go. Like a personal twitter?
Try some photos too.
Thats me on her iphone haha
Later

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Capacity - ability

just went to the first ihg yesterday..
on a weekend.. oh well..
the spirit's was there.. looking at all the players from the 16 halls..
vivid colours and all those competitiveness in the air..
that was road relay..
i was only a reserve though.. but all those fire ... i felt it.. haha
hall 13 came in 5th which was a damn good result..
and all of us celebrated

i missed those times..
that people cheering for me and stuff...
on the track on the courts in the pool and in the range
oh well.. i will get back soon i hope..
my knee is really holding me back too much..
i want to do this this this and this ..
sigh.. lqfong will be back .. soon.. i hope..

getting hang of using imac..
finally get all the application needed to work into the apple,,

its chinese new year again..
happy new year to all C:
later

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Syncing

blogging for the first time using the new iMac..
haha.. mac is totally a different os from windows..
i took quite a long while to get a little use to the interface and single button mouse
but well.. the experience is still good..
and im allowed to do the thing i love - Synchronising
transfering tons of data is no joke.. and migration assistance doesnt work that well..
luckily there are still other clients that helps to sync data in different computer

apple's wireless keyboard...
its so small.. but classy
so heavy but boundless haha
and last time i checked its $98 lol..
its kind of nice to just type on it.. oh well..

just started to do tutorials..
and it aint that easy as i thought..
i guess im getting complacency and stuff
holiday is over.. its time to get back to work..

later

Saturday, January 07, 2012

Home staying

its been another long while..
last time i was here was last year man.. sounds really long..
oh well..
the down side of blogging after a long period is the large amount of things to talk about…
and i tend to leave out some of the important moments that i wish to write it down..
results was out and i got quite a decent score..
just that bloody aerospace.. got a C
well.. i guess i really not cut out to read aerospace in university
however… saying that may not means im good enough for mechanic itself..
most of the modules last sem was elementary i guess.. its a time for people to strive and get the best that they can get.
but somehow the things they learn and studied so hard for during their jc times couldnt help them..
i heard people with 0.something gpa..
and academic warning and all..
hope the best for them
new semester coming this monday..
i got that pre-semester syndrome again..
dont feel like doing anything..
just keep myself in the room. and watch my dramas…
this semester i have lesser aus but more commitments..
ihg swim run
shooting
nis
sports camp progs
i hope i can manage it well..
oh.. i got the astronomy i wanted badly..
hahaha. although its not just stargazing but im still excited to read the module.. hope it will all turn out well
zhimin say im going to become an iMan soon..
iPhone iMac iPod and iPad soon
woohoo its always so excited to have a new apple product..
but the thing is iMac is going to be sent to my house when no one is around..
hahaha.. going to delay the shipment and all.. but all is worth it for the day event discount for chinese new year.
i can feel my tummy just by breathing in and out..
cui.. its time to get back in shape for myself and my lovely zhimin <3
hope that i wont get lazy to continue blogging..
later