First Semester

Sem 1 has just come to an end..
as we all know time flies when we are looking back..
teaching week of 13 weeks sounded kind of short..
but with recess week, orientation week study week and all the weeks we had for orientation camps.
its was much longer..
the journey started with the sports camp..
introduction to what a good orientation camp is all about..
with GLs and Programmers and the camp committee..
team work and good organisation is what I saw..
and im a programmer now..
I hope the journey created for the next batch will that awesome as well.
so it came the best world
then the best og in hall camp..
found myself a buddy for sch lectures and tutorials..
how rare to find one with all same time table..
day in day out… life with studying would be much boring without her laughter I believe lol
soon I got myself a sp so close that I tot I will be having a future with her…
things changed along the way…
we are not even friends now..
but oh well..
I happy that I found a probable love of my life at the same time..
somehow I see we will go far… very far
I had my 22nd day quite awesomely..
ndu.. tutorial mates.. sp… sr.. family…
shooting training took up much time as well..
with a team that possesses world class shooters
its kind of hard not to feel inferior sometimes.. but the amount of motivation is also there..
I will get close there sometime..
GPA is almost everyone’s problem..
why must gpa be such importance?
that people forget about the most important thing about education..
is to understand.. and become wiser..
not just some scores and all..
oh well.. nowadays no one understands anymore..
although I hope for first class results and all..
I wish I don’t become some guy I disapprove of myself…
later

Confident crisis

there is this module called the Effective communication im currently taking now..
they require us to present a 3 minutes speech.
and that idea of visiting the past just took over me…
I have got this strong motivation to present this idea
but the thing is the way of structuring truly is an issue..
3 minutes.. damn!… its one of this rare times that I will want to have a longer stage time man..
hahahha
intro body conclusion.. 3 mins.. you must be joking..
I really hope I can pull it off nicely..
got back CA results..
I think I did well for a few modules
like physics a maths and econs.. kinda of like the standard I wishing for..
but my most confident paper was the one I did worst.. computing zzz
I was so confident before the quiz but walked out of the lab feeling like shit..
I guess that’s a very good call for me to stop being over confident..
but, am I being over confident.. there isn’t any teacher to rely on any more..
university.. you ARE ON YOUR OWN!
ok.. more quizzes coming.. like just tomorrow there is one..
hope for the best again..
later

Recess

Recess week..
I thought this week will be the best week of all-time for the time I have been in NTU
first timer to experience recess week will feel lost I guess..
it’s a holiday.. yet so much to be done on the student part
projects, lab report, and mid terms that I don’t even know when is it..
hahah what a situation to be in before recess week..
its only one week.. seems long but adding all the hall activities and ccas and outings..
phew man.. time flies
although things are pretty much done..
but there are always this doubt that something is not done yet..

self discipline is really important in university..
even though a lot of people have made it into this level..
many of them still fall short on the portion
I hope I will carry this status peacefully throughout all 4 years

there is still chance to carry on on my shooting
I hope I wont disappoint them..
I will try my best in every training

programmer’s chalet was out of expectation
it was fun enough for me to want to stay on and mingle with them..
more gatherings to come and finally the sports camp for next year..
lets make SU19 a blast!

22 and growing

im 22.. and I had one hell of a 9 sep this year..
I never had so many cakes during my birthday before.. 7 cakes in total ba I think
Manting
NTU’s 31st divers – shern boshen felix alvin chin junhao and shane
hall 13 cama – shern wayne alvin feipeng mivio yeeting and sherry
tutorial group’s moon cake – louisa zhimin weizhen shina and dongxue
then their real cake
junliang and jinbin..
family..
special mention to my roomie shern..
made me dirty and all in the nie pond.. haha..
and of cos some roomie love photo frame
then manting for all her effort cooking the fried rice and buying the little cake and making the birthday card..
junliang and jinbin came all the way to my house to bring me their cake before midnight..
and htht to late…
tutorial groupmates were to nice to me when im trying to destroy all their plots.
haha sorry about that but well hahahah.. there was so many fails..
I don’t really celebrate birthdays… but this year’s birthday I really enjoyed it..
quiz and CAs are all round the corner..
did some and some more to come..
expectations of a uni module paper was that high..
but it wasn’t as expected for now..
no wonder they made the bell curve thingy ..
just hope my confidence will drive me through smoothly
shooting trial is in the coming week..
although im only like fighting for the reserve spot.. I will still do my best..
and maybe just one of the days I can beat those national team shooters in NTU?
ill stay positive for now and hopefully get into the team first then say la hor
ihg trainings and all starting soon..
its time for my fitness level to go up again..
my knee is the only thing standing in the way. I hope it wont do me more trouble
sports camp programmer had called me and im accepted as a programmer
it’s a happy thing I guess.. cos I really wanted to be one..
but at the same time commitments are going to increase and time spend must be well planned for everything..
phewww… its going to be busy and busier
later

OMP the BOMB

it has been what?
7 months? its freaking september already..
so it was long since we last met in such a large group..
when the facebook event pop-ed up from my phone..
i knew i cant miss this gathering event..
i felt it was so important that i requested my NTU shooting trial to be brought forward.
and FINALLY OMP…
Ow’s Meeting Place is somehow our home ground for 31st batch of divers to gather… i felt like home when i reach there seeing all of the others there welcoming us
the bond was really something to treasure between one and all of us 31st batch.. i believe all of them will feel the same way.. going through those tough times back in Unit.
after ORD, all of us went different ways..
NTU
NUS
SMU
SUTD
SIM
Scotland
England
Canada
work
and some sign on continue with their routine back in camp
stories were shared by each and everyone of us
one thing that is always discussed is our lovely hellweek..
like how our instructors used to tell us that our hellweek will be tough and all.. but you will never regret going through it.. cos ten fifteen years later.. when you see those people that went through the same week with you.. you will talk about the same thing over and over again…
we really need to thank all our instructors for those unforgetable moments back then especially WO Tan… his mind of torture is the best..
it is sad to know that the culture is changing and 1G NSF no longer producing from this unit..
oh well.. at least we made it through and thats why we can proudly call ourselves as 31st batch Naval Divers
Hooyah 31!

Choice

couple of teaching weeks has past..
so many things happen
sports camp, hall camp and their follow ups..
studies took significant amount time away as well
well.. those past work that ive done never been wasted..
and memories are slowly coming back after each and every lecture..
the 2 years NS break is really something to bitch about..
but well.. im fortunate to be in the ndu community with awesomely close buddies
although I set my mind on school work full speed already..
but the distractions are always there to stir and mess around
the next para is for you ShiHui
I don’t know if you will ever come to this site again in your life..
but if you do.. pls read only when you are calm
FRANK is the word..
SCARSTISM is what the receiver got
after 7 years of knowing and understanding you..
I know how things are going.. it looks like everyone is against you…
you just lack the capacity to really see things clearly
come to a beach activity in jeans..
and eating back home when you coming for a bbq party..
who is more scarstic? oh well.. the mother didn’t know you guys coming for a bbq party?
I think of myself as Darren.. and I told myself I was lucky it wasn’t my bday that day..
relationship is not just by what you say dude..
it is by a lot of affords put into together by all parties..
time money sweat and lots of feelings
whether is it a group of people or just two person..
relationship between everyone still need that common understand there
yes this paragraph is for you.. it wasn’t discuss with anyone at all..
so the content here is purely my thoughts..
it is such a sad thing that we have to come to this state..
oh well.. I think the setting and all was really not a good time to bring him to the group?
I don’t know man..
I was only told he was coming at 2pm that day… so guess that’s the best I can do..
and it was even worst when I have to wait for you to reply me when I talking to him
commitment is a issue for all university students
commitments to friends.. many groups of friends..
to one CCA
to studies and homework tutorials..
to family members whom you will definitely left out most of the time
people are all chasing the perfect uni life they can get..
but somehow choices have to be made..
get all As?
have an magnificent piece of resume to secure your career?
have all the people in the school as your friends
how do you actually manage all of this..
if you are one of Mrs Mah-pow student reading my blog
I tell you everything that is taught from secondary school onwards will be tested when you come to uni
time management
emotion control
wise decision making
etc… the list just goes on..
but often when we are in the status that doesn’t require us to really apply it.. we don’t do it.. and the skill level drops
oh well.. you get my point with my awesome singlish
I hurt my knee for the 3rd time in 3months..
just hope it will recover soon… like really soon..
its 4 years of working hard and playing hard
having some buddies around will really help..
who are you going to let down when you cant cope anymore and need help?
but again.. with the nature of life.. politics.. friction between the relationship of one and another..
how do you tell who to trust?
deep down I know I can have 31 behind me anytime when I need help..
I hope I can do the same bros..
hai.. its such an irony… uni students have such vibrate life… yet everyone is lonely by themselves

haven been staying at home for quite awhile..
with all the camps going..
then moving into hall with shern..
time with my family really declined..
as much as I want to focus on work..
its unavoidable to think of my mum being alone at home most of the time…
how I wish my father is still around…
im feeling it as I type this…
I miss my father… and I can say im totally over with my ex..
if only~ that’s what we normally say..
every choice you make in life is somehow going to affect you in the future..
JUST DON’T REGRET IT!

im awesome.. I really feel so..
AWESOME!
later~

We just keep going!

sports camp then hall camp..
orientations brought strangers together to mingle
new friendships were forged in this few days activities well organised by all the clubs and hall committees
and now we are on the way back to studies..
first add drop starwars in hall busying clicking and getting lost in the sea of cores and elective options
its really quite a fun start.. but journey ahead seems so unclear..
glad to have friends to face this exciting path ahead.. just hope everything will be fine..
my knee is getting better day by day after the hit during sports camp..
luckily I managed to nua my way through during hall camp haha..
so much to do.. so little time to use..
NTU = lectures tutorials hall friends supper dinner and lots of fun..
hope this really last for the whole 4 years C:

NEXT Pls!

Two weeks is enough for the two months

Yea. Awesomeness is within me hohoho!

Esp when you start to gain insights

It aint that bad afterall

Did some online matriculation

Got some numbers

Printed some forms on citizen connect

Pay some fees

Secure shern as roomies

Have piles of notes from teeyan

Receive some letters full of orientation camp flyers

Yea! Its time to rock NTU yo!

Just hope everything will be fine for school

Its will be work hard and play harder in uni!

Knee is not fully recovered

But the time has come to surf on the wave again

Hopefully i dont end up at an handicapped at the end of tomorrow

Yea! Later

rehab

im into this addiction..
suffering for almost a week now
im glad that my conditions are improving now..
addiction is a scary thing..
it really drive people crazy..
you must really go through to understand how addiction victims feel
i learnt from watching the tv that all kind of addiction is similar in a way that all of them affects the same nerve..
no matter if it is gambling alcohol smoking and drugs
for me.. i think its the most common one.. which is not well known as an addiction..
as an addict pretty much one will feel empty most of the time..
the sensation sucks…
now that im in it.. i can understand why people starts picking up smoking and drinking habits after
these two are the two options that are more widely available to all
people tell me give myself some time.. some time to recover from it..
i guess my progress is going good..
im taking medications haha.. very abstractly..
both in pills and going to for rehabs sessions..
taking it slow.. small dosage each time..
as time drags longer.. i guess i will regain myself back in no time..
along with the rehab..
i suddenly started dreaming alot..
almost every night..
some nights i end up really happily with her..
some nights i had an accident and just die.. spirit came out and see all my loved ones on my wake
some nights im just an awesome bachelor who once lived
and for each nights.. i can dream of many different ones just in one night
religion is really some thing..
am i a Buddhist or am i free
after talking to chevy darren and ray.. i guess im a free..
im just a follower of Buddhist learnings..
only my father was a real full Buddhist..
so actually i can eat beef? hahah.. some day i will go to some holy centaury to find it out myself.. before i really miss out on my fate
finally went out with sec buds again..
chevy brought candice along..
looking at them somehow just remind me of the previous 2 months..
hai.. im happy for them.. but deep inside i know im broken..
i replace those sadness with my signature smile to bless them..
“When im sad, i stop being sad, I feel awesome instead. True story~” Barney
haha.. i remembered this statement vividly from himym
seriously.. managed to do it too..
im awesome C:

Break the Blue Moon

emotions overtook me
so much have happened..
one event is not enough.. my havainas slipper also abandon me..
then my knee have to give way too..
its the kind of feeling i never felt before..
or maybe im just weak la.. haha.. i was thinking if i get this kind of injury during a war.. i will just go all out and die as a honourable diver..
i have really awesome friends around me..
seriously appreciate them to be around me..
Aud Rina Krys Gwen Angus Dbag Squek Tiong Nat Shern Lai
a big thank you for your time la mates..
come to think of it.. my awesome friends doesnt stop there..
it has been long since i last meet up with my sec buds
ray darren kenny chevy all NS and ong is work and bf.. hai.. when are we going to meet again guys?… my margarita is waiting know..

i haven cried since the death of my father and the end of hell week..
yesterday i burst out.. i look at my knee and ask myself why all this come to me now?.. is this karma or something.. did i do anything wrong?
hai.. i really have much to think.. and much not to think haha..
woke up at that standard timing as usual..
knowing that i have to go for physio..
one tiny part of me actually felt scare.. scare of the unpredictable pain that i will feel during the treatment..
of cos i wish someone can accompany me for it.. but people is either busy or just not that convenient come over…
felicia suppose to come with me.. but sleep got her priority and i understand it.. she came after my treatment..
as i was lying there.. i look at my knee again and thought of what angus said about soccer players’ injuries.. YEA.. just wack only!
the sinseh is really experience siao already..
i guess he have do too many of similar cases.. until he also sian..
its pain.. but not that much.. bearable and short.. next moment i know im sitting outing with for fel to come already..
went to OCBC for some banking stuff today..
it made me realise that i should start planning for the next 4 years of uni life.. finance hall and commitments..
hectic life will eat me up and most likely disappear from non-NTU events.. i really hope i can still go for netball in NUS C:
gonna take a break from work.. and social activities for awhile..
now that my knee is in this condition
my bed is like a hospital bed already.. just that its more cosy.. no nurse no drips.. and no visitors just me and alot of cushions..
i miss my NDU bunk setup man.. haha

The Last Lecture

Im living still haha.
Im on the same bus just like every working day.
That day i finally finished reading mars and venus. Haha its ironic because the book suppose to teach the reader how to maintain relationship with ones partner. And i just fallout of one.
Its ok i guess. Sadness has its time in me. But i still believe in fate. If my kids are going to sunday school. They will eventually.

So today at this moment, i opened up a new book - a gift from my beloved Mrs Mah-Pow. Its called 'the last lecture'. I figured she knows i wont be going bookstores and buy good books to read. I did try honestly speaking. But i just dont know what books i should read. Anyway, i saw the note writen by Mrs Mah to me and i felt really loved. This is the kind of message only passionate teachers will write. I will read this book and learn as much as i can. No matter how slow i read, i will finish it C:



Moblie blogging is really something. Having a facebook account to update status dont appeal to me anymore.
I should be blogging more often with those additional percentages left on my phone. Haha. Time to really reflect upon my life

Lets get inspired!

Plastic bag

I tried my best. That was all. Thats the end. I wonder if there is any slight hope. I can say im prepared, but this is just too much for me. Tears had to give way.

Its short. Sweet. But impactful. Just like the fireworks i love to look.



May the spirit of the pheonix be with me C:

Linked

i have been off blogging season for quite awhile..
it seems abit hard to back here writing
but i will try my best..
the word busy have been hanging by my side for some time now
its really hard to find time for things i really love to do and stuff..
prioritising my time all those commitments is a serious chore
if you can have my time.. you are really someone i love to be with alot
rina told me about love language..
touch, time, gift and something else..
mine is clearly time.. spending time doing nothing with love ones is good enough
work in iras is getting easier through the days with easy going colleagues
since there isnt those tough going outings anymore haha..
not that i would complain.. but its kind of tough.. like seriously..
with people going off for their careers in life.. less and less peeps around to mingle and stuff.. so lunch alone is common..
packet food from somewhere and eat alone in the room..
shredding paper became one of the enjoyable thing to do in office.. haha..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
whole day long.. see if you can let the machine going non stop with your pile of confidential documents
and just once in awhile.. some angry people who came along will brighten your day by implanting some food for thought in the mind..
and this public service.. queue ticket and waiting time is so essential..
quality services seems to be taken for granted by so many people..
thats service sector
my taiji training is toning down..
not much of excitement in knowing new styles and strokes..
just sharpening them since i have already completed Chen-style 48
hope my master will continue to complete my 72 before i end it and go NTU
been to a few running events now..
facing new people that you may just see them once in your life.
you wont know how each of the encounter with someone will affect you..
as we age.. some how the world is getting small..
knowing a stranger might not just be a stranger anymore..
the person is just someone’s somebody
haha.. just try.. try finding someone that has no link with your life at all within this little community in Singapore.. maybe
mates around me have been commenting on my status..
oh well.. people come to me when they have troubles
and i told them to treasure each and everymoment they have with their love ones cos you never know when it will end..
just cut off from a tree you are holding on on a cliff
the negative G will drive you crazy..
but i dont seems to have the capacity to handle it myself
haha.. i hope from now on i can.. after blogging..
reflecting and stuff..
appreciation is key..
i will want to enjoy my time looking at the magnificent view.. not just waste those time turning on my camera and try to shot it down..
cos by then.. all might just be over..
interpretation
“she is working in a company that is under auto-inclusion scheme, but now she dont know if she is under no filing service or need login and click submit.”
it is up to her to make the trouble to ask. and there will always be a time frame. too long? wait for pink letter or one day she go atm and cant draw any money… then she’ll know… 2 hours of waiting time for just a simple form
C:

A LONG weekend

come to think about this..
I haven been on a long weekend since I started work..
I think mainly because I want focus to earn money so I could spend it on overseas trip
BKK with Lai Tiong Shern and Nat
Bali with Mum and Relative
Taiwan with Rina?
Brazil backpacking with Angus?
Dive trip with DD or NDU peeps?
budget is so tight and there are so much I want to do before uni terms kicks in
not all is about earning money though..
I must admit this.. having to work
to play netball in NUS
and to practise taiji
these pack my single life up and I wont have to worry about being lonely..
Squek Angus and Dbag are really spize in my life..
working with them make life so much fun
as much as dislike those time that we have to do so much to get other colleague involved
oops
things are getting better
with this new possibility
I just hope things will turn out well C:
it really shows how fate turns out to be haha
later

Let us carry it along

Hi everyone,
i just hope that every SR shooting can bring what we have learnt and cultivate during trainings and compeition along with you in life.
To my dearest Mr and Mrs Ng, i have really learn alot from you two and will always remember how persistence and endurence leads to results.
"Just focus and everything will follow"
To my batch's shooters, its a year of 21st for all of you.. hope we can gather together just like before.
To my juniors, i hope you guys can understand the attachment of us to the club, its nothing other than long trainings and tough fights. All of us knew we did our best, and thats really what we felt best for no matter whats the result. So for you shooters going out there representing SRJC, i hope your focus will be on each and every shot you make, and not chasing after results. And when it all ends, be proud of it because you have got nothing to regret about.
All the best to all of you for the competition then your 'A' levels!
You have my support even though you all may not know me HAHA..

Lin Qiang
Shoot for Legacy(CREATOR!!!)
SRSC (07/08)
Smiles with every shot C:
AWW all those memories..

Office life

Has just started working in IRAS this week..
it has been a long training period..
long lessons for these few days..
the understanding of income taxes is really important for the job.
had a few experience at the frontline already..
and it is as what Krystal said.. tiring
filing peak is going to come soon
I really hope I can handle well and cut all emotions when facing tough ones
hahahha..
oh well.. however the toughness will be..
there will be a friday chill out time outside novena when we will start release all of it in us.
hahaha
working life is really different..
its part of growing up to be a complete adult..
routine is pretty much the same. and night life really got to cut down very much
standing for half a day today made me felt the tiredness already..
but well.. tiring job had a good impact on my life..
I got into sleep faster and easier these few days..
but I hope these few days wont have some flipping nights

occassional meet ups with NDU guys are really awesome..
we will always stays top of the world when we were together..
nothing beats these happy haywire times.
suddenly all worries and at the back of our minds and we just enjoy the company to the max..
cant wait to use the bangkok voucher with the guys.. ahh..
so excited for so many things..
hahahhahaha
im starting to understand more details in life.
smile.. and just keep smiling..
later

Gather together

having orded from such a unit..
it really take some time for one to get used too..
no matter how good things is..
we are separated.. and we all missed the times we had together..
all those gathering proves it all out…
fun and laughter is endless once these group of us gathered at a place..
the purpose is not much of a priority I guess..
edward’s surprise.. felix bday.. cny visit..
all are the days we want to put extra effort to bring everyone back together again..
just hope most of us are fated to be back in camp for the same ict.. hahaha
biathlon is getting close..
its this weekend
I finally took the scary path to go for a run..
nice run.. but the ankle wasn’t that good.
but 10km shouldnt  problem..
but with the 1.5k swim..
just wait to surprise myself
Felix is going off to australia to study..
alicia leaving soon too..
quan feng is going canada for good..
terry and jonny left already..
jared is going to teach cambodian for 2months..
changi airport is so friendly to singaporean huh?
got a job with krystal’s help.
IRAS at novena ..
hope we will get a good working experience from there working customer services..
CNY..
for once in my life my friends actually come to my place to bainian..
haha.. oh well.. I hope it’s the first of many to come..
since my place don’t really have entertainment devices and stuff..
and oh.. I was so pleased when I got a msg from mrs mah..
haha.. I think Its time to go back to visit these few days ah.. mm..

fate is playing me……………………
I just want it simple…
but but but.. there is always a but

Unemployed

ORD lo..
and now im an umemployed..
oh man that’s with pros and cons..
wake up daily logging on and hope theirs an email reply..
and yet life isnt that aimless with those sports event coming up
just hope that I wont wake up one day and cant think of anything to do..
die of boredom is the worst case scenario

training programme for my singapore bi hasn’t been going well due to my injured ankle..
netball..
still went for it this week.. and got my ankle worst a little..
oh well..
just swim and swim and hope it gets well really soon..
friday batam cable ski and sat biathlon swim trial..
wheww…

went back SRJC yesterday..
the school has changed so much

















took only the gate with my phone..
had a photo in the range with my batch shooters..
the turn out rate isnt that much..
got to know the current teacher in charge..
haha.. just another teacher la..
no one can manage the club like how Mr Ng did
had a chat with Mrs Christina Tan
but sadly she is the only teacher there.. oh well.
just hope SR’s shooting will spark for the last time this year..
Shoot for legacy.. came along with me… and will end as it is..
later

Post Created Jan 13, 2011 18:20:19

Got the chance to host Joe from hongkong under the PAYM's exchange programme. Its an experience for me to actually host a person on my own. Kind of fun. So sad that cant go to the farewell dinner and to send him off. But well its a friendship made. He promised me a good time if i go over to hongkong in the future haha.

Went for netball again. Didnt turn out well. Got lost with fel due to the mistake of the bus driver. We didnt miss much when we reach nus high. But sadly, i ended up having a fatter left ankle. Thanks to all who helped. Its not that bad afterall. Had a hell of a time travelling back home that night.

Having the chubby left ankle. I could bearing walk for a day. And today i started walking very very slowly. I am a person who really cant stand slow walkers. Today i became one of them. I walked so slow to the extend that my heart beat shot up. Lol. But not all sad story. Slow down the walking. Slow down the pace. I see some things i dont used to see that much. Its refreshing ha

The injury really come at a bad time. Im ording. I want to wear my no.3 with my new rank. Team safsa training trial is on tomorrow. I want to be in the team. How screw i am? Oh man. Just wish someone wil come comfort me about it.

SRJC shooting is closing close. I thought my "captain's" cd can pass on at least for ten years. Devastated. Oh well. Lets go back for the last breathing sessions with my mates back in the range we built. Mm

Shoot out!

I entered the Finals at 5th place..
tie with 4th place but losing a inner 10
preparation and sighting sucks..
cos there wasn’t really time to do so..
8 mins…. unlimited sighting shots..
how many shots can one fire seriously?
without much accuracy..
the finals started..
my first shot.. 7.7 what the hell..
so I thought that’s the end.. no more 4th already..
but my shot got better and better..
cos there wasn’t anything to lose anymore.
hahah
10th shot finished..
I turn my head back to look at the scores after the commentator read my score..
it’s the same as the 4th place… AGAIN!
so I was like shit! its shoot out for me..
I thought I will get ever more stress and shaking legs and hands..
but well… some how I found the peace..
It was a 10.9 shot.. just that my rifle is not zeroed properly..
I got a 10.1.. and he got a 5.0 totally off..
pretty much it was a victory for me..
4th..
in a competition full of hot shot shooters..
I think im the only one without a proper shooting shoe..
one of 2 shooters without a tripod..
first timer in finals..
I believe I serious won champion despite of the title 3rd runner up..
wheeeeeeeee

Safsa Interformation shoot

that was some shooting experience..
leg trembling the whole way through..
breathing really sucks..
cool air around but i m sweating..
heart beats like crazy
and towards the 30 shot mark..
my left middle finger got cramped…
wooohooooo.. 564 again
so those are the scores of mine and my air rifle team mates..
its good that we at least got a team silver..
individual.. well.. hope miracle happens for me to get 3rd? hahaha.. first two are just unreachable
Finals!

New year.

Its finally 2011.
I spent the last moment of 2010 with my family. Its was just nice. Not even a celebration. Just the three of us looking over the window, trying to catch the high bit of fireworks over at the floating platform's sky. Simple. And enjoyable.

So sorry for my shooters who asked me out. I realise how much time i was outside during all those time when im attached. Didnt notice that im missing out my time at home. Im not emo. Just want to spend more of these festive season with my family.

2011 will be another challenging year. Or half a year. NTU is the place that i will call home really soon. The journey there will so uncertain from now. As all future la actually haha

Went to visit the 31 class blog. And there was this count down timer. Off to ORD in 17 days. Hahaha. Its get faster and faster when the number gets smaller dont you think. On jan 17. We will be saying wtf. So this is our 1 year 10 months? Oh man. What words can explain that feeling?